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Post by joscelin grey! on Jan 31, 2009 2:02:53 GMT -5
“perfection is defined when your heart beats next to mine and time stands still for us. my hand in your hair, and yours on my chest.”
Twirling a stray lock of hair around his finger Joscelin chewed fretfully at his bottom lip as he glanced up surreptitiously at Aiden through the thick fringe of dark, boyish lashes, his lips twisted to the side briefly as he stroked the hand that had been twirling the dark lock of hair around his finger down Aiden’s side with a quiet sigh. Aiden was going to think he was stupid –– or realize that he knew exactly what Jos was talking about and feel the same way. Huffing softly Joscelin simply settled for hiding his face away in Aiden’s neck, his lips continuing to trail soft, wet patterns over the boy’s pale skin until his rosy little lips were numb from the slow friction. “Because nobody ever wants me,” he replied quietly, the faint quiver of tears rising in his voice as the stupid things prickled at the backs of his eyes, a quiet whimper given as he curled his arms around the boy’s neck, hoping for the best but expecting the worse. He hadn’t ever allowed himself to get so close to another boy––physically or emotionally–– at any cost, the constant shut downs were like those little metal target ducks at a carnival, ping, ping, ping! Congratu-fucking-lations, here’s your prize! Jos had spent so many nights trying so desperately to make those stupid boys see that he wasn’t so bad. But nobody wanted him, they wanted that pretty hazel eyed boy who’d set them up: Seth. Shaking his head, Jos slowly uncurled himself ever so slightly and managed to wiggle away from the small burrow he’d made of Aiden’s chest, if not just a few centimeters, his small face angled up so that his warm brown eyes were aimed up at Aiden’s own pretty hazel eyes, the ghost of a smile twitching at his lips sympathetically. “You’re different.” he promised softly, pulling Aiden’s face down to his own level with the gentleness of a butterfly’s wing against a flower petal, their lips meeting tenderly as Joscelin turned away from himself internally, afraid that his call might just be off the slightest inch in the wrong direction and Aiden was going to cause so much more turmoil than all of the other boys combined.
Could Jos handle that?
When Aiden pulled his hands away so that his palms and fingertips were hardly touching him, Jos thought that he’d imagined it all. Leave it to Joscelin to fall asleep on the sofa while he had company–– and then have very explicit dreams about that certain company. But it all felt so real: Aiden’s mouth on his own, the distant warmth of the other boy’s body, and the splitting heading roaring in the back of his mind like a hungry tiger. “No,” Joscelin whimpered frantically against Aiden’s lips, giving up on relaxing back against the doorjamb and suddenly surging forward, his arms curled around Aiden’s waist as he nestled himself against the other boy’s chest and twined a set of finger’s through his hair, his desperate kissing losing its frantic edge as he became more playful, more experimental. When Aiden’s hand curled into a loose fist around the fabric at his ribs, Jos giggled childishly and began to try and remove Aiden’s belt with the other boy noticing just exactly what his hand was doing wandering below their hips, one arm still curled protectively about the boy’s neck as he guided them blindly on towards his bed in all it’s hot pink and black glory. One Aiden’s belt had been successfully discarded with minimal fuss from the boy that it had adorned, Joscelin had begun feeling quite devious as they stumbled drunkenly––quite literally, actually xD––towards Jos’ bed, one cool finger tracing just above the sagging hip of the faded denim jeans, the boy’s hip warm and waiting.. And then they were on the bed.
Joscelin’s conscience was in an all out panicking frenzy, moaning on in a horrible wail in the back of his mind; unintelligible thoughts that all held some drunken slur, maybe that was why he had such a headache. If he could just get that stupid voice to shut up for a few hours he was sure he’d feel better, and if he felt better then he could have more fun playing with Aiden. Giggling with childish innocence, Jos blinked up at Aiden with something akin to tender adoration sparkling in his dark eyes–– it couldn’t be mistaken for those pesky bathroom lights, anymore. Still spouting random peals of warm laughter, Jos couldn’t help but to grin up at the boy lying in his bed like a kid in a candy store, his fingers curling into loose sections of dark, shaggy hair as he managed to push himself upwards, his lips tying into Aiden’s own in a chaste little kiss, pulling away before his lips decided that they weren’t quite satisfied with lying still against Aiden’s. Wiggling softly atop the tangled sheets as Aiden burrowed his face away into Jos’ shoulder, Jos hummed absently as he managed to crook his head just right and dust a few sloppily maneuvered kisses to the warm shell of Aiden’s blushing ear poking out of the boy’s wild mop of black hair, his nose wrinkled adorably as he buried his face into that dark haven, trying to get enough of that strawberry smell so that he’d remember it forever. When Aiden’s mouth returned to his neck to make sure that it was included in their play, Jos thought that surely there had to be a limit as to how red a person face could possibly get without bursting the blood veins in their cheeks as he moaned quietly under the torment of the other boy’s mouth, and growing redder still. Panting softly as Aiden pulled away Jos blinked unseeing up at the ceiling until he felt Aiden lick his cheek softly, his fingers curling loosely into Aiden’s hair, the sparse styling products grating against his skin in the most delicious way, warm bursts of childish laughter billowing up from his perfect little mouth as he gazed up at Aiden curiously, an eyebrow cocked teasingly. “Meow?” Joscelin’s voice held just the right amount of childish innocence as he broke down into a fit of soft laughter once more, his fingers reaching up to smooth over the smooth skin of Aiden’s cheek, his lips stretching up to meet the other boy’s own softly before he murmured a soft, abashed apology and fell back into the airy mattress, his tired muscles rejoicing. “Oh, psh,” Cocking one eye open, Jos peered up at Aiden incredulously before letting his arms fall away from the other boy’s neck and stretching kittenishly, his small hands curled into two fists and his pink tongue unfurling from his lips as he arched his back up off the bed before yawning and smiling lopsidedly up at Aiden, one arm reflexively curling up to circle Aiden’s waist as he cuddled himself against as much of the other boy as he could possibly manage. Joscelin’s eyes had slipped closed against, the soft tremors that had begun to curl in his arms and raise gooseflesh subsiding in Aiden’s close proximity, his warm brown eyes fluttered open as Aiden’s lips tentatively touched his own, sending an electric current through his body and curling in his stomach, and his body stirred in reaction; Jos was suddenly wide awake. Pushing himself into an awkward half sitting position, Jos suddenly pressed his lips into Aiden’s own, his hand curled against the boy’s neck as his tongue tentatively swept out, grazing of Aiden’s lip like he was licking icing from his fingertips, though as Aiden bit at his tongue, Joscelin’s resulting laughter ruined the intimate moment and he sprawled back onto the mattress, still bubbling over with bright peals of laughter.
And then Aiden was topless.
Jos stared up in open speculation at Aiden’s shirtless body, his eyes the size of saucers as he eyed the boy’s naked upper body, curiously reaching out to run his fingers just below the line of stars on Aiden’s collar bone. I wouldn’t have been surprised if his eyes didn’t actually fall out. Sitting up, Jos cocked his head absently and eyes Aiden’s lap for a fleeting moment before slowly slinking across the almost nonexistent space separating them on the mattress and simply crawling into the boy’s lap so that he was facing Aiden, his hands resting on either of the boy’s shoulders as he curled his small legs about Aiden’s hips, a slender finger slowly tracing the outline of each star with the audacity of a curious child. Unhooking his legs from around Aiden’s hips, Jos bit his lip thoughtfully before suddenly pushing Aiden flat on his back, blushing furiously as he slowly leant forwards, his lips grazing over each of the star tattoos with deliberate slowness. “One.. Two…” His breath fell in hot little bursts over individual stars as he slowly counted them out with his lips, only able to get to two before he forgot what he was doing, his lips perched to one side as he blinked down at the dark black ink against Aiden’s milky white skin. And then slowly and very deliberately, he moved to the boy’s neck and took the delicate skin there between his teeth and began sucking at it for a few long moments before he pulled away, giggling with childish bliss and blushing a brilliant crimson color at the intentional hickey he had made.
As Aiden poked his stomach, Jos nearly jumped out of his own skin, tears automatically prickling in the backs of his eyes as he stared down at Aiden with a hurt and confused expression, his lower lip jutting out just the tiniest bit and trembling gently every few seconds, though as soon as Aiden’s fingers began to carefully push the fabric of his bright red shirt upwards, he sucked in a sharp gasp. Oh. Jos immediately blushed and burst out into soft, nervous laughter as he heard Aiden speaking, his slender fingers curled gently around the other boy’s forearms as he shifted slightly atop Aiden’s hips, squirming softly in an attempt to find a more..comfortable position sitting perched on the other boy. “Pshh, I am not a stripper, it’s your turn!” Bursting into bright laughter, Jos wrinkled his nose cutely and leaned down, one hand pressed above Aiden’s heart as he pressed a delicate kiss to Aiden’s lips before lifting his lips and placing a doting peck to the tip of Aiden’s nose before he sat back and drew small circles around the boy’s navel with the tip of one finger, a crooked smile perched on his lips. “But I helped you! Plus you‘d make a good stripper,” he pointed out brightly, having no intention at all in keeping his clothes on if Aiden wanted them off, his bottom lip puckering out into a childish pout before he carefully flicked a nervous glanced towards his bedroom door, afraid that someone might be lurking just around the corner waiting to jump out and scream ‘boo!’. Suddenly wary of invisible onlookers, Jos hesitated for a few brief seconds more before he sat back on his haunches and crossed his arms over his stomach, pulling his top off in one fluid movement, his skin instantly rippling in gooseflesh in reaction to the sudden change in temperature, his warm brown eyes widening as he suddenly dove down and nuzzled himself against as much of Aiden as possible, his naturally pale tan complexion appearing washed out in the struggling rays of moonlight that crept in through the one curtained window cast off in the far corner of the room. “Hi.”
ooc; donee. it would have been done alot sooner but we didn't have electric. stupidicestorm. D: and then we didn't get home until late and blah blah blah. nd sorry its kind of long compared to my others, it got away from me a little. i was excited to finally have my computer back. :D
joslikesbeingnaked xD
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Post by aiden jacobs. on Jan 31, 2009 16:16:47 GMT -5
it’s astounding, time is fleeting; madness takes its toll. but listen closely, not for very much longer, i’ve got to keep control.
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[/center] “Because nobody ever wants me,” That was a depressing thought. Aiden glanced downward momentarily as Jos wrapped his thin arms back around his neck, chewing softly at the inside of his lower lip as he put his arms around the other boy’s waist and hugged him softly, his lips wandering to Jos’ cheek as he lightly kissed his skin through his hair awkwardly. “ Don’t be so sure,” he whispered softly, burying his nose in the soft skin under Jos’ jawbone and giving a quiet sigh. Why was Jos so down on himself? Aiden didn’t see a reason why he should’ve been. Sure, he had some memory problems, but he didn’t understand why Jos figured that nobody wanted him– it made Aiden’s heart sink just thinking about it. This was almost like the park with Seth all over again, and that wasn’t exactly anything he wanted to think about right now. Maybe later, when he had the chance to brood, but not now, not with Jos sitting in his lap and burying himself as close as he could into his chest. Hopefully he wouldn’t have the chance to brood– he didn’t need the added stress. The small, unenthusiastic smile that crossed over Jos’ lips made Aiden chew at the inside of his lower lip pathetically, slightly hurt that he couldn’t figure a way to make Jos feel better; and then he spoke. “You’re different.” He glanced downward as tears sprung to his hazel eyes, licking his lips and shrugging softly. Jos hadn’t said it very confidently, but neither had he said it in a fake assuring tone, and Aiden was both confused and.. what was it? He couldn’t fathom what else he was feeling; he just didn’t understand Jos’ words. Flinching softly as Jos brought his face down to meet his, Aiden gave another soft sigh, pressing his lips once more into the other boy’s when he tried to move and letting his chin droop to rest mere inches from his chest. Jos’ suddenly frantic kissing made Aiden furrow his eyebrows, and he let his palms close in on the other boy’s skin through the fabric of his shirt as his fingertips lightly traced along his rib cage, trying to calm the poor boy down. What had happened? Silly Aiden, he’s clueless. Jos finally calmed enough to end the desperate onslaught, instead continuing with a more testing and teasing one– the transition from one to the other, of course, almost made Aiden tip his head to the side in slightly amused confusion. It only increased as Jos fumbled with his belt, and he began to giggle again softly, the blush that had faded along his cheekbones returning and getting slightly deeper as he realized that Jos still had one arm around his neck whilst he was fighting with his belt. He had to have some ninja skillz to do that! And off into another giggling fit we go. He squealed lightly as Jos’ cool finger ran teasingly along the upper portion of his hip bone horizontally, his eyes closed tightly as he tried to stop giggling and unable to help busting out into more as he halfway landed on the bed and halfway on Jos. The poor boy. Jos’ fingers tangled themselves once more in his hair and brought their faces together again, a little whine leaving his lungs as the other boy pulled away and unable to resist leaning forward and pecking his lips lightly against Jos’. “ Ooh,” Aiden giggled softly and blushed as he buried his face further into the other boy’s shoulder, the uncoordinated kisses to his ear forcing him to shiver and barely bite back a little groan. In a slight form of payback now, but still mostly doing it to busy his lips– because he didn’t really wanna make even more of a fool out of himself.. which he’d already done– Aiden bit softly at the pale tan skin of Jos’ neck, soothing every little bite with either a soft kiss or a light flick of his tongue, the silver barbell just barely glinting off of the moonlight shining through the blinds. Furrowing his eyebrows as he saw Jos staring almost blankly at the ceiling, Aiden giggled a bit and leant forward, letting his tongue barely graze the boy’s cheek in a playful manner as the boy sifted his fingers through his hair again. “Meow?” Jos stretched and as he did, the two boys’ stomachs lightly brushed against each other, and Aiden giggled nervously, waiting until he was done yawning before leaning forward again and touching the boy’s lips with his own. He moved slightly as Jos somehow sat up halfway, his eyes widening to the size of saucers as he felt Jos’ tongue lick along his lips and unable to keep from lightly biting at it, blushing a bit and beginning to laugh as the other boy did. Aiden blushed and let his hair fall easily over his face as Jos’ eyes wandered over him, absently plucking at a loose string on his tee shirt and jumping a bit in surprise as the other boy’s fingers ran over the two stars on his chest. They were slightly crooked, but that had been his own fault: he’d fallen asleep while Caine had been working on them and had been in too awkward a position to get them straight. But that was okay, because obviously, Aiden wasn’t exactly straight, himself. The next thing he knew Jos was in his lap, and his hands immediately ditched the Atreyu shirt as they instinctively went behind him to steady his weight. He laughed slightly as the other boy began to trace the stars childishly, although his look soon turned to one of surprise as he was suddenly laid flat on the bed. Goose bumps rose on his arms as Jos’ breath ran over his chest and momentarily disappeared, and Aiden glanced at the other boy curiously as he moved, biting his lip and raising an eyebrow. Until Jos began to suck at the pale flesh on his throat. Aiden let out a low gasp, unintentionally arching his hips slightly into Jos’ as beginning to blush horribly as the other boy pulled away and began to giggle. He let out a pent up breath, his stomach dipping slightly as he did and showing just how much of his rib cage was visible– which wasn’t too much, but obviously more than it was supposed to be. His skin lightly throbbed where Jos’ lips had been, and he lightly poked at the boy’s stomach as he gave a soft giggle. “ Awhh..” Aiden bit his lip slightly as he saw the other boy’s hurt expression, furrowing his eyebrows and lightly scolding himself as he let his fingertips lightly drift over the other boy’s pale stomach. He held still as Jos lightly gripped his arms and moved, a giggle pushing passed his lips at the boy’s laughter and shivering a little as he put a hand over his chest. Aiden blinked as Jos placed a little peck on his nose, reaching up slightly with his left hand and rubbing at the edge of his nose as he began to laugh cutely. “But I helped you! Plus you‘d make a good stripper,” Aiden raised an eyebrow at the other boy, a soft pout etching across his lips playfully and shaking his head quickly. “ Nuhh-uh, I would nottt,” he giggled softly, once again letting his fingers lightly trace over Jos’ rib cage as the other boy glanced toward his door. He glanced up at him with a confused look, twisting his lips to the side and lightly tipping his head. He blinked and in the second it took him to do so, Jos had removed his shirt, giving a playful huff as he lightly let his hand lay flat on the other boy’s side, blushing furiously and giggling as the boy moved to lay pretty much over his thin body. Geesh, Jos! xD “Hi.” Aiden gave another soft giggle and moved slightly, biting very lightly at the tip of Jos’ nose as he spoke, as well. “ Hi, again.” finisheddd! godilovetherockyhorrorpictureshow. XD my mom used to do the time warp dance. v.v anywayssss, it’s done :DDD [/size][/blockquote][/font]
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Post by joscelin grey! on Feb 1, 2009 22:38:29 GMT -5
“i got my head but my head is unraveling cant keep control can't keep track of where it's traveling i got my heart but my heart's no good you're the only one that's understood”
As Aiden’s hair fell over his face a soft pout quivered on Jos’ lower lip as he reached up absently and brushed the dark locks away with dexterous fingers, his fingers stalling just behind the other boy’s ears as his eyes drifted down to Aiden’s bare torso, his eyes widening incredulously as he licked his lips. With a crooked smile Jos absently traced the two stars with an open curiosity, his head cocked to the side and a section of his dark hair falling over one eye. Blinking quietly, Jos furrowed his brows and glanced up at Aiden’s face momentarily before he simply crawled into Aiden’s lap, his fingers returning to the two stars curiously as a soft set of giggles fell gleefully from his lips as Aiden’s arms circled him and the boy’s hands pressed into his back. Blushing furiously, Joscelin swooped his head down and let his lips crawl over the dark designs in an attempt to hide his constant blush, feeling much like Rudolf must have with that pesky red nose. Jos laughed softly as he slowly pushed Aiden back into the mattress, his palms cool against Aiden’s flushed chest as he lowered himself back of the objects of his attention, his lips leaving hundreds of little wet, messy kisses over each of the stars, his hands roaming over Aiden’s exposed caged as his lips worked furiously at covering the soft skin with staggering amounts of kisses. Joscelin slowly crawled up over Aiden’s collar bone with his lips, sprinkling dozens of little kisses into the hollow of the other boy’s throat before he carefully kissed another messy trail to Aiden’s jugular, his lips moving in slow, deliberate motions against the boy’s skin as he settled his hands on either side of Aiden’s ribcage and took a small section of skin between his teeth. Jos’ feverish kissing stuttered as he felt Aiden’s hips arch up into his own, his heart pounding away furiously against his chest as his eyes widened like an oil spill. Oh, oh, oh. Well that was..unexpected, to say the least.
Pulling away, Jos burst into childish peals of laughter, his brown eyes crinkling up warmly as he grinned brightly at the other boy, his nose wrinkled faintly as he leant forwards and pressed a lingering kiss to Aiden’s lips, his fingers shyly combed through the boy’s thick, dark hair. As Aiden poked his stomach, Joscelin pouted quietly, his eyes prickling softly with tears and a soft whimper pushing past has lips as he sat back and put his hands down against Aiden’s chest, his bottom lip quivering softly. He knew Aiden hadn’t meant anything by, he honestly did, but he couldn’t stop the tears that welled in his brown doe-like eyes. “Awhh..” Jos couldn’t help but smile gently as he heard Aiden’s soft voice, his brown eyes crinkling adoringly before he sniffled softly and shook his head, trying to shyly hide his face into his shoulder, his blushing cheek pressing into his shoulder as he chewing fretfully at his bottom lip, though as Aiden’s fingertips ran over his stomach he shivered softly and slowly reached out with one hand to impatiently brush away a stray strand of hair that had managed to fall back into the other boy’s eyes; they were much too pretty to be hiding behind a thick fringe of hair. Giggling with childish innocence, Jos wiggled slightly on top of Aiden, blushing furiously as he hips squirmed against Aiden’s own, sheets of goose bumps rising along his arms as he leaned down and pressed his lips to Aiden’s own softly before placing a tender peck to the tip of his nose, a bright smile lighting his face at Aiden’s adorable reaction, uncontrollable giggles rising in his chest as Aiden pouted and he used his fingertips to push the other boy’s lips up gently into a faux smile. “Nuhh-uh, I would nottt,” Jos pouted childishly in response to Aiden’s words and shook his head in innocent defiance, using his palm to frame the other boy’s face as he leaned down, shivering slightly beneath the other boy’s hand as it moved lightly over his ribcage, a low heat spiraling through his inside as his lips tied into Aiden’s own tenderly, his lips moving with infinite care against the other boy’s own.
Jos blinked as Aiden bit the tip of his nose, beginning to giggle as he curled his fingers into Aiden’s hair, his face buried into the warm space at the base of the boy’s neck as he shivered slightly and began pressing small kisses into the hollow of Aiden’s throat playfully, his upper body covered in gooseflesh. “Hi, again.” Again? Jos frowned slightly, the corners of his swollen lips turned down ever so slightly, small wrinkles appearing on his forehead as he somehow managed to prop himself up slightly on his elbows and peer curiously at Aiden, his lips twisted to one side absently. He opened his mouth to ask why Aiden had said again, but instead shook his head and giggled quietly, his nose scrunched up adorably as he curled back up against Aiden’s chest. Huffing softly, Jos reached out beside them with a blind hand as he carefully moved so that he was laying half on Aiden and half on the mattress before using he free hand to turn Aiden’s face towards him, stretching up so that there lips were once again united as he moved his lips slowly against Aiden’s own. His slender fingers suddenly curled around a swatch of his blanket and Jos attempted to tow it over their bodies in an vain attempt to shield them from the cool air of his bedroom. Once they were both safely tucked beneath the hot pink and black zebra print comforter, Jos giggled softly and broke away from the kiss, his cheek resting against Aiden’s shoulder as his aching lungs panted for air, his hand searching down Aiden’s arm until he found the other boy’s hand, his small fingers twined through Aiden’s own. Smiling shyly up Aiden, Jos rested their linked palms against Aiden’s chest and pressed a delicate kiss to the tender underbelly of the other boy’s chin, his heart racing like a hummingbird’s as he slowly flicked his tongue out against the ticklish skin beneath Aiden’s chin, the cool metal barbell in his tongue flicking out and brushing over the boy’s skin for a fleeting moment.
Closing his eyes, Jos sighed quietly in the small space beneath the comforter, his cheek resting against Aiden’s shoulder as he snuggled closer, his breath falling in warm burst over the other boy’s pale skin, a soft smile tugging at his lips shyly. Reluctantly untangling their interlocked fingers, Jos sucked in a shaky breath and moved clumsily in the dark so that he was straddling the other boy, his fingers trembling violently as they caressed over Aiden’s shallow stomach. Whimpering softly Jos squeezed his eyes shut tightly before suddenly leaning forwards and locking lips with Aiden’s own, his tongue reaching out to shyly trace Aiden’s own before he took the boy’s bottom lip between his own, sucking at it slowly in an attempt to calm his nerves and distract his mind from just exactly what he was planning on doing, his eyes shimmering faintly in the pale darkness as tears gathered softly in his lids, before he squeezed them shut, afraid that Aiden would see the glimmer in the dark. And then a single tear fell, splattering softly against Aiden’s chest.
ooc; done. sorry it's weird. v.v i'll add/edit if you need me tooo.
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Post by aiden jacobs. on Feb 12, 2009 0:47:01 GMT -5
let the sun never blind your eyes, let me sleep so my teeth won’t grind. hear a sound from a voice inside.
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[/center] Aiden had no idea why he did the things he did, but it didn’t matter right now– hell, he’d figure it out later if he wanted to, but he didn’t. He didn’t want there to be a later at the moment. Jos was so adorably cute that Aiden was beginning to wonder if he was hallucinating or something, but it all felt too real to be that. Which he hoped to be a good thing, honestly, but how was he supposed to know if it was? He furrowed his eyebrows confusedly as he reached up quietly and pushed Jos’ hair out of his eyes, twisting his lips to the side and sighing inaudibly. Jos was too cute for Aiden to even comprehend and he just.. he couldn't hurt him. Not like he'd hurt Seth. There was no way he would have been able to live with himself. Rubbing the tip of his nose absently and giggling softly as he glanced up at Jos, Aiden pouted as the other boy laughed, mock hurt covering his face as he lightly poked at Jos’ stomach and beginning to laugh madly as he pushed the corners of his lips upward. His laughter diminished into the occasional giggle as he lightly moved his hand over Jos rib cage, a blush darkening the pale skin of his cheeks as he kissed the other boy back carefully, unsure and slightly afraid that he’d shatter and break the illusion. He didn't want that to happen. He liked this illusion.. He leant forward and lightly nipped at the tip of Jos’ nose, a soft laugh pushing passed his lips at Jos’ expression and furrowing his eyebrows again lightly as the other boy lightly tangled his fingers in his hair, a small rush of gooseflesh appearing on the backs of Aiden’s arms momentarily as he closed his eyes, leaning forward to capture Jos' lips in a kiss. Squirming a bit uncomfortably under Jos’ slightly scrutinizing gaze, Aiden blushed, regretting having said anything. He was, after all, king of awkward and stupid moments. Duh. It was slightly surprising to him when the other boy curled himself on his chest again, his eyes openly questioning and slightly incredulous as he chewed lightly on the inside of his lower lip. Flinching and squeezing his eyes shut, Aiden held his breath for a fleeting moment before Jos’ lips pressed against his own, confusion and slight relief flooding through him as he let out a soft rush of carbon dioxide. Was his buzz starting to wear off? He hadn’t done that since before they’d started drinking. A depressing thought– it was actually kind of nice not to flinch at every touch. He didn't want to flinch at Jos' touch. Jos wouldn't hit him.. he very well knew that. He was too sweet for that. Too cute. Too adorable. Too.. Jos. His eyes popped open momentarily as a cool rush of cloth slid over his skin, laughing softly into Jos’ lips and wriggling a bit to as he shifted in an attempt to find a warmer spot. It didn’t happen, though- the only warmer spot was Jos, himself- and a small pout formed on his lips when the other boy moved, another giggle surfacing as he looked absently at the zebra striped comforter. Aiden lightly squeezed Jos’ hand, his eyes closing momentarily as he felt his lips on the underside of his chin and yet another small laugh unfurling from his throat as he moved just slightly. “ You’re too cute..” he said softly, a joking pout covering his lips as he absently lipped at Jos’ hair and tugged gently at the strands, his eyes closing again as he wondered why he was such a damn loser all the time. Mneh. Oh well. He ran his fingers lightly along the underbelly of Jos' chin, allowing his lips to press into his forehead through his hair. And he was happy. As the other boy unraveled their fingers and moved, Aiden bit his lip, thoroughly expecting this time to be pushed off of the bed and out the front door and blinking incredulously as Jos straddled his hips. That was slightly unexpected. He sighed a bit, glancing toward the nearest wall in an attempt to shake the feeling of slight unease. What was wrong all of a sudden? He'd been so.. carefree just a moment ago, so happy. He wasn’t sure, but at this point he wanted more alcohol.. Or was it alcohol he wanted? Jos' lips sure tasted yummy, better than any Smirnoff he'd ever had. He figured that maybe it would help, or maybe it would make it worse. Confusion wiped the uncertainty from his face, and he sighed softly, the sudden feeling of Jos’ lips on his making him pause briefly, though, after a moment, he kissed back, nipping softly and soothing the small bites with a flick of his tongue. Oh, Aiden, you couldn’t have forgotten that poor boy in two seconds! No, he was just too deep in slightly unsure thought. Baha. If that made sense. Something warm and wet lightly fell onto his chest and he jumped, glancing up at Jos and furrowing his eyebrows softly as his eyes widened again. Was he crying? Oh hell. “ Why are you crying?” Aiden chanced softly, his teeth indenting his lower lip as he struggled minutely to slip out from under the smaller boy, sitting up awkwardly and lightly touching Jos’ cheek. He didn't want him to cry.. Jos didn't deserve to cry. “ Don’t cry.. Please? I’m-I'm sorry,” he added quickly, panicked tears striking his own eyes as he blinked and peered at the other boy with an almost distressed look. God dammit! Grow up. He thought, wincing softly and shifting once more. " I didn't mean whatever I did to make you cry, I really didn't.. you-you don't deserve to cry, you're too sweet of a boy, I-I--" he trailed off, swallowing hard as he cupped Jos' cheek in his hand lightly, almost afraid to touch him, as if he'd break. Aiden didn't want that. He.. wanted Jos to be happy. okayokay so i know this thread is dead and that you'll probably nevernevernever read this but i editedd a bunch and yeah. ^^ [/size][/blockquote][/font]
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