Post by aiden jacobs. on May 29, 2008 16:05:38 GMT -5
not quite finished yet. :] will be soonnn. t'is a repost, of course. fianna's letting me. x3 anyways, same as last time- copyright to me.. don't freaking steal or i'll come after you with a dull spork. kthnx. :]
and you are?[/img]
your name: it’s chelsface. :]
age: just turned sixteen.
years of rping: about six.
how'd you find us? not sure, been awhile. x3aiden mikhail jacobs.
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full name:
aiden mikhail jacobs.
nicknames:
aiden, aide, etc.
age:
twentytwo.
birth date:
31 october, 1985.
gender:
male.
sexuality:
homosexual.
wealth status:
uh. he’s poor. x3
occupation:
not likely.
social standing:
citizen.
let's get physical,
height:
5ft5in.
weight:
109.
hair color:
black.
eye color:
hazel.
tattoos/piercings:
the guy from [ x ]-Rx. yumm.
appearance:
The first definite thing you would notice about Aiden is, more than likely, his hair. It’s a heavy black in color, although, every once in awhile, there will be random streaks of color passed through the tips of his fringe if he feels the need for it– but, for the most part, it stays black. It’s thick and actually quite luxurious despite it’s often thin look– he loves his hair, and takes exceptional care of it. He cuts and styles it himself, but then, who doesn’t these days? Most people think he’s ‘emo’ or ‘scene’ because of how his hair is styled, but he doesn’t really care what anyone thinks– he likes this hairstyle, and he’s older than most of the teens and preteens who have adapted this look. To put it simply, he’s had this hair cut– or something like it, since no matter how he cuts it, it always tends to look different, if only a little– since he was about fifteen; so unless those preteens were running around with bottles of hair dye and scissors at three years old, it’s obvious that he doesn’t care what it supposedly ‘stands for’ and if someone calls him emo, he usually flips out. Anyways. It’s cut so that the fringe falls over his right eye—he’s left handed—and is relatively short in the back, short enough to spike but long enough to not look stupid if he doesn’t have the time to gel it. The fringe is long, and sort of layered—the longest layer goes to his jaw line, and the shortest to his cheekbone. Aiden just really loves his hair, which isn’t so surprising, to him at least. His hair is one of the only things about appearance that he can actually manage not to fuck up, seeing as how with his cover up for those days that bruises are visible, he can never seem to get it right and someone ends up noticing them. He can fix anyone else’s make-up but his own, but he doesn’t really wear much of it anymore, so it’s not a problem– just a little bit of eyeliner here and there, with some concealor for the days that the bruises show.
Aiden’s eyes are probably his best feature– they’re certainly the only thing that Aiden likes about himself, although his hair is a close runner up. Hazel in colour, they’re quite vibrant, often being mistaken for green when he’s in a placid or excited mood. However, whenever Aiden’s lying or scared, slight hints of lavender will show up around the edges of his pupils, and when he’s nervous they appear more brown than their normal green-ish hazel. The saying that they eyes are windows to the soul are true—halfway, in Aiden’s case—for the simple fact that you can, most of the time, tell what kind of mood he is in. The lower and outer rims of his eyes are usually decorated with eyeliner– it’s sort of his trademark, but when the kohl isn’t there, it isn’t very much of a surprise; he’s seemed to have grown out of his eyeliner stage, although, most of the time, he still puts a thin line or so on out of habit. The black, not surprisingly, brings out the green colours in his eyes, and sometimes Aiden just can’t help but be a little attention whore– though he denies it to the bitter end, since he really isn’t very fond of attention. His irises are outlined in black, only intensifying the effect on the greens and browns, and it’s not really a wonder why Aiden loves his eyes. He isn’t completely sure why he does, though, but he doesn’t think on it much– it isn’t like he carries a mirror around with him all day to check his eyes and hair out whenever he can. Truth be told, he hardly ever uses a mirror unless he’s putting on the thin lines of kohl or cutting or dying his hair. Everything else he does without a mirror’s aid, isn’t that nice?
and i'll get to know you,
likes:
- piercings.
- tattoos.
- sharpies.
- chuck taylors.
- girls’ jeans.
- band tees.
- animals.
- big cities.
- fresh air.
- dinosaurs.
- animals.
- boysss.
- music.
- shiny things.
- smirnoff.
- jack daniels.
- any alcohol.
- horror movies.
- green.
- cats/kittens.
- sports…
- xanax.
- rob zombie.
- ben burnley.
- adam gontier.
- panic attacks.
- old people.
- abusive people.
- tense situations.
- depression.
- his blackouts.
- clowns/circuses.
- liars/cheaters.
- huge ass dogs.
- authority figures.
- two-faced people.
- bees and wasps.
- skateboards.
- cars, planes, etc.
- slutty people.
- ventriloquist dummies.
- needles, hospitals.
- being alone.
- yellow, unless with blue.
- pepsi/coke.
- mt. dew.
- dr. pepper.
- chewing gum.
- nasty teeth.
- small towns.
Aiden is probably the sweetest kid you will ever meet. He would do anything for anybody, unless it means that someone is going to get hurt– he’s been known to go out of his way just to help someone he doesn’t even know if it looks as if they need it, because with the way the world is now, no one else would. Even if they wouldn’t do the same for him. He has a noticeable air of innocence around him, but he seems to be the only one who doesn’t notice it—he actually thinks he’s pretty hellish, but many think he’s naive because of this innocent appearance. He’s witnessed a lot more, done and been through a lot more than this lets on, and yet it remains, which is odd, but not uncanny—in his case, anyway. He’s actually genuinely confused when people ask him if he’s even ever been through anything that was ultimately terrifying; he usually wants to point at some of his scars and ask if they were terrifying enough, but he doesn’t, and shrugs it off—which gets harder and harder every time. Whenever he gets a little too stressed, he turns to a favourite pastime– drawing. He’s actually quite good, but he usually hides his sketches and finished drawings– even the one he got tattooed onto himself, though that’s more-so because he’d get arrested for public indecency if he pulled his pants down in public. ;] Though he doesn’t embarrass easily, Aiden does get rather flustered if someone peers over his shoulder and he doesn’t know that they’re there until he looks up– he hates that. Want to annoy him? Do that. You’ll succeed. =) Although, even if someone does that to him, he can never seem to stay angry at anyone, unless they’ve done something that he’s strongly against in front of him, or admitted it to him. That will keep him pissed for a few days, at best, but in the end, Aiden usually forgets why he was angry in the first place– seeing as how, when he’s angry, he doesn’t think really about why, he just does something to distract himself from it. Make sense?
Aiden is a pretty reliable guy– if he says he’ll do something, he’ll do it, unless it’s physically hurt someone (or something) that hasn’t provoked or threatened him first. He’s not one of those people who try and fake an excuse if he didn’t do as he said, and he’ll feel pretty bad– he always holds to his word, unless he’s joking or genuinely doesn’t remember, which, thankfully, doesn’t happen as often as with some people. While being hyper, crazy and pretty much a little kid stuck in a twenty two year old’s body, Aiden is really fun to be around. He’s kind of OCD, and ADHD, but that—sometimes—makes him all the more fun (if not a tad odd). He’s usually a pretty bubbly, energetically hyper boy, much to the point of annoyance (because if you accused random people of being a cactus molestor, they’d probably find you annoying, as well)– but he usually tones down a lot, especially if he’s in one of his.. ‘moods’. Which aren’t even moods at all, I wouldn’t think– rather, they’re ‘states of minds’ where he blacks out and, either runs away and/or tries to kill himself. He doesn’t do this intentionally—he isn’t a suicidal person, and he isn’t one to run from his problems—and he doesn’t know exactly what causes it; but he always has the constant fear of it coming up, because these black outs have ruined some of the best times in his life, and all for nothing. Overall, he’s fun, sweet, reliable– but he has his flaws, just like everyone else; the lack of confidence most of the time, shyness, as well as the fact he can’t stand animal abusers. His confidence in himself is easily shattered despite his often unfazed-by-insulting-remarks facade, although he hardly lets it show– along with his easily dampened thoughts of himself, Aiden doesn’t take compliments well, mostly because he doesn’t really understand what a ‘compliment’ is– so, I guess that makes him unintentionally modest?
While being modest, unintentional or not, Aiden can be pretty shy around new people, or the people he comes to like in a ‘more than a friend’ way. His hyperactivity usually deceives this, however, and he often masks his shyness with a facade of calmness—or, in reality, toned-down hyperness—so that it isn’t really discernable; if someone happens to see through him, he will, most likely, try to back out of the situation. He doesn’t like being put on the spot for something as simple as having a shy spaz, and he doesn’t like a lot of attention– he is one of the only people who can actually say that he isn’t an attention whore, unless he wants to prove a point of some sort. He figures that, if he gets any sort of attention from an.. audience, of sorts, that his life is being turned into a huge soap opera, and that isn’t necessary, for the fact that he’s perfectly fine with living with his past mistakes as long as people don’t try to pry into them. Seems fair, right? Even so, he’s still a pretty modest person—he usually brushes off compliments and tries to change the subject, mostly because he seems to feels uncomfortable when complimented; he isn’t used to such nice words, and they, in truth, moderately frighten him. He’s much more used to snide, rude comments and such rather than even remotely nice ones, and seems to react better to rude comments, because he can at least have a comeback– with a compliment, Aiden can barely even talk, rather flustered and confused. This is mostly due to his mother’s snappy, downright bitchy attitude, although that only lasted for eight years– and from boyfriends who tried to force him to change, as well as friends who only wanted to take advantage of his overall generousness. Despite this, Aiden is still a pretty generous boy, willing to help anyone who needs it without asking for anything in return.
Aiden has that sort of ‘I’m weird but oh-so-fun’ quality, and, he’s normally a riot to be around– if he’s talked to you previously or is at least semi-close to you, anyway. Not to say that he isn’t hyperactive when he’s around someone he doesn’t know—since it normally depends on how he feels and such, and, as with most people, how much caffeine he’s consumed already—but it’s sort of odd for him to walk up to someone and strike up a conversation. To put it simply, Aiden just doesn’t work that way—it depends on his mood, really, though he’ll normally appear be hyper and quite happy-go-lucky most of the time. He isn’t really the type of person to bring someone else down just because he’s having a bad day– he’d much rather make someone else’s day brighter, rather than complain and make himself seem like an inconsiderate jerk; which, I can assure you, he is not. To say the least, Aiden is a selfless boy, and he never usually does anything that’s just for himself– he would rather help someone else out other than himself, because, in his wicked little mind, he’s already doomed, so why try? Anyways. Being a person of hyperactivity and high levels of energy, Aiden can most likely be labeled as crazy– which isn’t exactly true, nor is it untrue. He’s normally a dare-devil type, and he doesn’t usually back out of a challenge unless it’s something he’s very much so against or if it will hurt some living thing, but he isn’t exactly a rebel– sure, he can seem like one, but he just.. isn’t. He broke enough when he was younger, and he hasn’t felt the need to continue on with the habits his mother forced himself into. Another bad habit of his– snorting Xanax. It relaxes him and helps him sleep, and, while no one really knows, Aiden continues to keep this little addiction secret. It’s not bothering him, and he doesn’t feel that he matters enough to anyone to stop– so it continues, and he finally gets to sleep without the nightmares that plague him.
Aiden, like most other young adults, gets bouts of depression– however, his is usually inconsolable. It can last from only an hour to every bit of a week, although he is quite sure of at least one way to bring himself out of it– drawing. His art ranges in styles, although some of them are mostly tribal tattoo designs. Another of his.. ‘escapes’ is drinking. Alcohol is a downer, as most people know, but for Aiden it seems to have an almost adverse affect– he becomes hyper and bubbly, although this takes awhile: being an alcoholic, his alcohol tolerance level is very high, and it takes longer than usual with more alcohol than normal to get Aiden completely shit-faced. It can be done, though, it just might take awhile. Even though Aiden has never stepped foot in a school in his life, he’s an intelligent boy– his grandma, Nastassia, was a retired teacher and a substitute, and so she taught him everything that she would have taught the children in her classes, as well as the German language. When his mother deserted him and he was separated from the rest of his family, he repressed the memories of his grandma and the fact that she had taught him German, and, until now, that part of his brain has been dormant– but with the memories having been seen in retrospect, Aiden can once again speak German fluently after a bit of practice. Probably for the worse, Aiden is a romantic at heart– but, he doesn’t want anyone to be hurt because of him, and so he tries to never let one of his ‘crushes’ move past that– since, every time he has, they have ended up getting hurt, whether or not it was his fault, and he takes the blame. He seems to attract the abusive boys, but as long as he’s the only one getting hurt, he can live with it– he can’t stand seeing anyone getting abused, although he seems to be okay as long as it’s him.
a little bit better,
history:
addictions:
- coffee.
- alcohol.
- xanax.
- music.
- cute boys.
- sports. yeah, really. bite me. :]
- aged thirteen, shoplifting, nearly putting a boy into a coma– served five months in jdc.
- aged fifteen, shoplifting– served two months in jdc.
- countless other things he was never caught with/doing.
than before,
the family:
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