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Post by autumn hali brooks. on Dec 23, 2007 23:45:17 GMT -5
 my favorite damn[/font] d i s e a s e______________________________[/center] As Autumn drove toward her apartment with Carmen in tow, she couldn't help but feel excitement and lust build up in her stomach. They were stuck in traffic almost as soon as they left the mall, and since Autumn was going into the city it was only going to get worse. She hoped that Carmen would be able to see her, even with all of this traffic. She sighed and tapped her fingers against the steering wheel. Stupid Christmas shoppers. Didn't they have anywhere else to be? They should have gotten their shopping done early, like everyone else. Then there wouldn't be all of this traffic. Usually it took Autumn about five minutes to get home from the mall. Today she didn't doubt it was going to take at least twenty. She felt like yelling at someone. Why did there have to be so much traffic when something so important was in the process of happening? Didn't they know that Autumn was about to get together with a girl that she had just met? Didn't they know just how turned on Carmen had made her? She would have kissed her right in the middle of the food court, but things like that never actually turned out well, especially when there was a little kid sitting at the table right next to theirs.
She sighed and turned on the radio, searching through the stations to find a song that she actually liked. She couldn't find a single song on any of the five different radio stations she listened to that she liked. She groaned and decided what to see what was in her CD player. She pressed CD, and a techno beat began to blare from the speakers. Hellogoodbye. She turned up the volume a few notches. Autumn loved listening to music loud. Not to the point where it was completely obnoxious, because she knew that the world didn't want to hear what she was listening to, while some people seemed to be oblivious to that. She hated it when people turned up music so loud that people in the cars around them could hear what they were listening to. It was one of her pet peeves, as a matter of fact.
She hummed along to the song, and traffic slowly inched toward her apartment. It didn't take as long as she thought it would, and she was glad about that. Before too long she was pulling into the parking lot of her apartment building, glancing once again in the rearview mirror to make sure that Carmen was following her. She was extremely aware of the keys on her key ring, fingering the one that opened her apartment door. She pulled into one of the empty spaces and pulled her keys out of the ignition, looking at her house key, knowing that after she used it things were going to progress quickly. She was excited as she climbed out of the car and stretched, feeling her stomach knot and a warm sensation fill her from head to toe as she watched Carmen.
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Post by Carmen. Downs. on Dec 24, 2007 1:13:53 GMT -5
Carmen followed Autumn to the apartment. Traffic was horrible of course. A tingling sensation filled her body as she parked her car finally at Autumn's apartment building. Slowly she pulled the keys out. Taking a deep breath she stepped out of the car and flattened out her clothes. Placing her phone in her pocket just in case she started around her car and towards Autumn. Breath. Slow steps. Calmly. All of this was running through her head. Will the message cause emotion? Will hearts be broken? Carmen tilted her head down a little, but looked up at Autumn and smiled. Heat flooded her body and she suddenly felt an urge to break down right there in the parking lot. That would be perfect for my image, she thought and laughed it off in her mind.
Lingering on the words of the day she stepped in front of Autumn. She looked around and then looked at Autumn. The girl had caught her off guard of course, but she was glad she had. Experiences through life were always remembered. This is what Carmen wanted and she wasn't letting go this time. Even for a one night stand type of deal she wanted to have fun. Of course it would be fun though. She was a fun girl herself and Autumn seemed to be. "Nice place. I bet the inside looks great." she said politely and saw a boy looking at the girls. He looked a lot like Jackson and the lust she had seemed to leave for a few seconds and fear took over, but it wasn't him. She looked Autumn over and hid the fact that she had even lost it for a second. It wouldn't look good for herself if Autumn had read that.
She looked at Autumn waiting to see what she would say. She took a step closer so she was standing right in front of her. She leaned over and whispered softly into her ear, "You are really a pretty girl.." She halfway felt dumb saying it, but at the moment she didn't care. It damn sure wasn't a lie and she didn't lie anyways. Well, most of the time she didn't lie. She would only lie if it meant that she would die or something otherwise.
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Post by autumn hali brooks. on Dec 24, 2007 14:23:24 GMT -5
my favorite damn [/font] d i s e a s e______________________________[/center] Autumn watched Carmen get out of her car and smiled encouragingly at her. She was so pretty. She was so sexy. What it was about her Autumn couldn't exactly put her finger on, but what did it really matter? It was there, and right now that was all that mattered. Carmen was there and Autumn were there. There in front of Autumn's apartment building. In just minutes they were going to be inside of her apartment, and she could drop this silly act and just stop. She hated pretending that she didn't want to feel Carmen under her. It was just silly. She did. She wanted to know what it felt like. Carmen came over and stood in front of her. "Nice place. I bet the inside looks great." She saw Carmen's attention move to something else, and she seemed to freeze up for a moment. Autumn stood by her car, wondering what was going on, and just what Carmen was looking at. She was going to turn to look at it as well, but before she could Carmen was looking back at her, and Autumn could sense the lust in her all over again.
Carmen took a step closer to Autumn and whispered in her ear. "You are really a pretty girl.." Autumn smiled, fighting the urge to say something that wouldn't be nearly as flattering as what Carmen had said, but she stopped herself. She guessed it was the bitch in her, but the attraction that was taking over her had obviously cancelled tha out. "You're not so bad yourself," she whispered to Carmen, looking into her eyes for a few moments, making sure the words sunk in like they were supposed to.
She pulled away from her before too long, not wanting to have her will power slip away and kiss her right there. She smiled at Carmen and took her hand, pulling her toward the apartment building. "Come on. I want to give you a tour," she told Carmen, taking the keys in her hand and opening the main door. She pulled Carmen inside and didn't bother telling her that was lobby. It was obvious from the potted plants and the benches. There were elevators, but Autumn decided against using them. Her apartment was only on the second floor, anyway. They could walk up one flight of stairs.
"Stairs are faster," she told Carmen, pulling her toward the stairs and walking up them quickly. She went through the door on the first landing they got to, opening it quickly. She stopped at the first door she got to on her left and opened it. Her heart was racing in her chest as she felt the lock click and she pushed the door open. She looked at Carmen and smiled, knowing she had to keep her cool for another few minutes. She stepped into the apartment, holding the door open for Carmen to follow her in.
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Post by Carmen. Downs. on Dec 24, 2007 15:56:51 GMT -5
Carmen followed the girl inside. They were at her door now. The door was opened and Carmen was stepping inside. It was a nice place and Carmen felt like she was about to snap any second now. The apartment wasn't huge, but it was nice. She looked around the room and then looked at Autumn. "Nice place." She was trying to control the fact that she felt like she was shaking out of her mind. Everything was working out for once. A pretty girl, a place without anyone else around, and most of all a newly healed heart. Looking at Autumn she began dreaming, dreaming about what she tasted like and how she felt.
She knew she would taste great. She was too pretty not to. Her body looked nice anyways so of course it would feel amazing. She started thinking about Sarah again. That girl had tasted amazing and had felt like nothing like she had ever felt. Guys always had that edgy taste and the rough feeling, but girls had the softer, sweeter taste and feel. Carmen put her hair over her shoulder to one side of her neck out of the way. She had already decided that she wouldn't make the first move. It wasn't like her to do that.
She placed her hands in her back pockets as she examined the room again. It wasn't perfect and that was exactly how Carmen liked it. If it was perfect then it wasn't livable and it felt too awkward, but if it was too messy then it felt dirty and gross. Carmen's house as a child had always been in between so it was just how she was raised. The apartment she had lived in in New York had been pretty shitty and she always tried to keep the inside nice to make up for the outside. If the outside was crappy then the inside needed to look good to balance everything out.
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Post by autumn hali brooks. on Dec 24, 2007 18:37:35 GMT -5
my favorite damn [/font] d i s e a s e______________________________[/center] In the five short months that Autumn had lived in her apartment, she had managed to make it her own. She had all of the basics, plus a few other things that her father and mother had gotten for her. She loved her apartment, and she tried to clean it at least once a week. However, with her busy schedule, she was having a hard time keeping up with her weekly duty of cleaning the place. Right now, it was an organized mess. Autumn knew where everything she needed was, and while some things looked like they had just been stuffed into shelves and hidden in the corners of the counters, Autumn had put them there knowing where they would be when she wanted to use them again. The apartment itself wasn't big by any means; again, just what she needed. Two bedrooms, one of which was currently being used as a storage room for a couple of boxes that she had yet to unpack, one bathroom, and a large open space that served as a kitchen, living room, and dining room. Autumn had managed to arrange her furniture in a way that prevented the space from looking crowded.
She closed the door after Carmen had entered, and felt something inside of her burst. She knew that she wasn't going to stay this way for very long. She had someone so hot standing just feet away from her, someone obviously interested in her, and now they were alone together. She could feel her heart racing in her chest and another wave of heat from her head to her toes. "Nice place." Autumn watched Carmen closely, trying to read her. She couldn't tell if she was excited or nervous, but she guessed she was a mix of the two. Maybe she was thinking What am I doing in an apartment with a girl that I just met? If that was the case, Autumn would have been more than happy to show her exactly what she was doing there. "Thanks," she replied, a smile coming over her face. Autumn looked as calm and collected as someone who was hanging out with their best friend. She'd had so much practice it wasn't like acting anymore. It just came naturally to her.
"You can sit if you want to," Autumn said, hoping that she would play along and sit down on the couch. Autumn moved to the other side of the room, heading to check the temperature on the thermostat. It was it's usual 67. She turned it up a few degrees, wanting there to be heat in the room. She loved watching people sweat. She didn't know why, but being able to feel the moisture on someone's skin while you explored their body drove Autumn insane. She turned back around and looked at Carmen, smiling at her. She wasn't going to have to wait much longer. She was going to be able to have her. Autumn fought off the urge to shake with pleasure as she walked over to Carmen, standing just feet away from her.
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Post by Carmen. Downs. on Dec 24, 2007 19:29:16 GMT -5
Carmen politely took her shoes off and then went to sit on the couch. She sat beside the arm of the couch and relaxed a little. Everything was going good so far. Carmen noted that Autumn had turned the heat up and pondered that in her mind a little. She soon turned it out of her mind though and looked around a little more closely at everything. She slowly slid her jacket off being it was much warmer inside the apartment than it was outside obviously. She looked at Autumn and with a hint of flirtiness said, "So..." Her head began to spin and she forgot what she was going to say.
She knew she should probably be at home unpacking now, but that didn't bother her one bit. Though, it was close to Christmas and she also needed to get some presents sent out to Marisol and her family. She missed that girl like crazy. Marisol had never thought of her differently when she found out she was bisexual because Marisol just didn't judge people like that. Number one it wasn't polite to do and number two it was just plain out rude and hateful. That was one thing Carmen like so much about Marisol. She didn't put others down even when she disagreed with their actions and what not.
At one point in time Carmen had been a really hateful person, but who wouldn't be after losing their whole family all before they hit complete adulthood. Carmen had decided in the past that she had a fucked up life as a child, but she wasn't going to let that control her. Nor should she or anyone else ever let it control them. It would only bring them down anyways. Though, she had had her moments where she would bring herself down pretty far just by being her own worst enemy.
Autumn was right there. Why was she sitting here thinking instead of making a move of some sort? Because I don't make the first move... Carmen kept telling her head that, but oh how she yearned to make a move on that girl there. What was Autumn waiting on anyways? Couldn't she tell that she wanted her worse than anything in the world at the moment? Hell, she wasn't sending off presents to her best friend right now and her family so that really should count for something. Shouldn't it?
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Post by autumn hali brooks. on Dec 26, 2007 15:55:17 GMT -5
my favorite damn [/font] d i s e a s e______________________________[/center] Autumn watched Carmen carefully, reading her. She was trying to figure out exactly what she was thinking. Autumn was almost bursting with lust, and she wanted to kiss her for hours, starting that second. However, she was restraining herself. She was trying to figure out if Carmen wanted this. She watched her slide off her jacket, exposing her shirt. Autumn smiled, already feeling that the heat was having an effect on her as well. She shrugged off her jacket and put it on the back of the couch.
Autumn watched Carmen, looking for the little tell tale signs that Carmen was in fact waiting for Autumn to make a move. She thought about how she had never had someone in this apartment before, and how happy she was that Carmen was the person she had chosen to bring up there. It wasn't that she was ashamed of her apartment or anything, but she didn't like people knowing where she lived, because if they turned out to be a crazy stalker or something, then they could stand outside of her building and wait for her. Autumn hated things like that, and when it used to happen back in high school she would spend the night with a friend.
She moved a little closer to Carmen, looking at her, knowing that her will power was slipping away slowly. She smiled at Carmen and reached over to touch her, just to feel what she felt like beneath her skin. She stroked her hand for a moment and took note of the heat that was now pouring out of Carmen's body. She smiled and leaned forward. "So," she said softly. "What are you thinking?" She pulled back far enough to look into Carmen's eyes, her mouth turned up into a smile.
She wanted so badly to kiss her. Why did she have to be so stubborn? Why did she always have to stop herself when she wanted something so badly? Why did she always have to tease herself? She pushed her limits all of the time. It was a habit that she'd had ever since she started doing all of this. She looked into Carmen's eyes, feeling her will power slip away even faster. Her heart was racing in her chest. She wanted to climb on top of Carmen and kiss her. She wanted to know what she felt like beneath her. She wanted to know what their lips felt like pressed together. She wanted to explore Carmen's mouth. She wanted it so much, and it was just seconds away.
"Actually," Autumn said. "I don't care. I'd rather show you what I'm thinking." She leaned forward and kissed Carmen deeply, pressing her body against Carmen's and feeling their skin together. She loved how warm Carmen's skin felt, and how she knew it was just going to get hotter.
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Post by Carmen. Downs. on Dec 26, 2007 21:12:50 GMT -5
Autumn's kiss was a bit of a shock, but not really because she had wanted it like nothing ever before. It sent chills through her body and she felt as if she was shaking. So far she tasted good. Carmen slowly slipped her tongue into Autumn's mouth to explore her farther. The sense of danger since they had just met was enough to drive her crazy with lust. Gently she traced her hand down Autumn's side and stopped at her hips and held it there gently. She slowly pulled back and bit the corner of her lip.
Everything was going well, oh quite well. She finally felt like she was accepted at least by one person. A gorgeous person by that. Autumn's skin was hot and so was hers. She felt as if the heat had risen at least twenty degrees from the first kiss. She thought about what it would be like once they got even closer. With their bodies pressed together it felt even hotter. She had memories flood back to her of Sarah. Even the things that she didn't remember she could feel. Sarah's skin had been soft as silk and she had soft hair too.
She then had memories of a few guys. Their touch had been rough and starving. Especially Jackson's. His touch had always make her cringe and his mouth had been starving. She knew he had cheated on her because he had always say she never pleased him enough. Some guys really got to her like none other could. She hated it and hated herself for it. She hated herself even more for letting herself get involved with him. She didn't regret it of course because she learned from it.
Autumn's skin was nice too. It was soft and she smelled amazing. She started wondering what perfume she might use or was it her shampoo. She couldn't tell, but right then she just wanted to be with her. Heat washed over her again as she touched Autumn's hip a little tighter just for the little thrill of being with the girl. She loosened it again though.
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Post by autumn hali brooks. on Dec 27, 2007 14:25:35 GMT -5
my favorite damn [/font] d i s e a s e______________________________[/center] Autumn felt the familiar rush of confidence and success as she pressed her lips to Carmen's agressively. Carmen's tongue entered her mouth and she opened her lips to it willingly, closing them around her tongue and sucking on it hungrily. She loved to play this game. She loved to dance this dance. She had just gotten so good at it. There was something about the way she did things. She pushed people, and for some reason she always managed to get them to cave in. She had gotten most of her experience with Nikki. She'd had to push and pull and play with her mind right up until the last moment. Nikki tasted the best, somehow. Maybe it wasn't how she actually tasted, but how Autumn had made her taste. She had that taste of victory that Autumn was so fond of.
She felt Carmen's hand wonder to her side and Autumn moved closer to Carmen, pressing herself against her more, resting her hand on her shoulder and holding her still. She felt the temperatures of their bodies rise, and that just drove Autumn even more insane with lust. It was blinding her now. All she could think about was how much she wanted Carmen. She was so sweet. So vulnerable. Autumn held onto her tightly, pulling them closer together. She needed to feel her. The heat of her skin and the hunger of her touch was driving her to insanity. There was no point at which Autumn wanted to stop. She wanted to know Carmen. Every inch of her. Who cared that they had only just met about an hour ago? That was such a small detail. It didn't matter how long they had known each other. Lust was what was controlling them and driving them, not logic.
She felt Carmen pull away, and Autumn smiled at her. When you were with a girl, even if they were being rough, there always seemed to be something soft about their touch. Their skin always seemed to feel softer, and their touch lighter. Carmen's skini was soft. Autumn loved soft skin. She made sure hers was soft all of the time, because touching soft skin was comforting to her for some reason. She grinned at Carmen even more when she felt Carmen's hand's squeeze her hips slightly. She leaned forward and nipped at Carmen's earlobe, tugging softly before whispering to her, "Tell me you want me."
To make this task easier for Carmen, Autumn leaned back for a moment and smiled at her, letting her hand stroke the exposed skin on Carmen's neck. She leaned forward once again and pressed her lips to the skin of Carmen's neck, sucking on it gently. The longer she did it she more agressive she got, adding gentle tugs and playful growls as she covered more of Carmen's neck. Her skin was so soft, and it was getting warmer as Autumn continued moving along it. Soon she wasn't going to be able to stop herself at all.
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Post by Carmen. Downs. on Dec 28, 2007 1:15:32 GMT -5
Carmen's skin seemed to tingle as Autumn came closer to her. The girl was amazing without a doubt. It was driving her nuts and she had no way to control the lust. She never could especially not when it had gotten to this point. She rarely let herself even get to this point anymore though because she couldn't handle the pain of some people and their intentions. She quickly pushed the thought out of her head. Marisol used to ask her why she would wear sun glasses in the house even an hour after the sun had gone down. She would always shrug and Marisol wouldn't let her go out with whoever she was with at the time. Marisol was a good kid. She missed the girl to death too.
She needed to call Marisol soon. She needed to talk to that girl. It wasn't like she had ever done anything witht he girl. Marisol had just been someone so special to Carmen. It was almost like she was a sister, friend, and mother all in one. Carmen also decided that she needed to get in touch with Whitney. That girl had been a piece of work. She saved her though. She was shocked she held so much power over people. She never thought she would ever have any control over people just because it wasn't how she normally portrayed herself.
"Tell me you want me." Carmen smiled as Autumn began kissing and all on her neck. She tilted her head back a little. "I want you, Autumn." Carmen said with a soft, moany voice. It was true. She wanted Autumn. She wanted to feel her hands all over her body and she wanted to feel Autumn's body in her hands. She wanted to know every inch of that girl and to always remember it. Her head was spinning again. All her past expierences flashed before her eyes. The good, the bad, and the okay. Everything was there. All the touching, the heat, the lust, and even the pain. It was all there and she couldn't hide it.
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Post by autumn hali brooks. on Dec 29, 2007 12:13:35 GMT -5
my favorite damn [/font] d i s e a s e______________________________[/center] The kisses were working, because just moments later Autumn heard Carmen's voice. "I want you, Autumn." Autumn shivered slightly, pausing on Carmen's neck to bite gently. The way that she had said it... Autumn could hear the lust in Carmen's voice, the truth in the words even though Autumn had told her to say them. She also couldn't help but love the fact that she had even the slightest control over Carmen. Guys have a problem with letting the girl have control, so most of the time Autumn was the submissive one. She didn't mind that, really. She didn't mind being submissive. But when it came time that she wanted a girl in her life, Autumn was anything but submissive. She had a secret side of her that craved the dominance that she was achieving now, even in this small degree.
She pulled away from Carmen's neck and smiled at her, taking the words as a sign that she was ready to move forward a little more. Autumn climbed on top of Carmen's lap, one leg on each side of hers, pushing Carmen back with a gentle aggression that only a female could achieve. She pressed her lips against Carmen's again, moving one hand lower, slipping it under Carmen's shirt and feeling the skin of her stomach. She'd missed this so much. She'd missed the feeling of being with another girl almost as much as she missed sex. She hadn't had sex in a long time. She'd love to try it out again. What she would especially love was experiementing with another girl. That girl might just be seating beneath her at this moment. The thought excited Autumn, and she could feel her will power slipping away steadily as her fingers inched upward on Carmen.
This brought back a lot of memories. Some of them were complicated and other's were simple, but they all rushed into Autumn's head at the same time. They were pushing her even farther. These were the memories of her past relationships and experiences. They swirled in her head, building the heat in her body. She heard distance moans in the back of her head, and she could see the their bodies tangled together in a heated mess. Autumn wanted it to be like that with Carmen. She knew that she could do that with Carmen if she wanted to, and she very much wanted to. She let her tongue explore deeper into Carmen's mouth. Her lips were so soft and welcoming, and her kiss was so sweet that it was addicting to Autumn. She didn't want to stop. And right now, she didn't have to.
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Post by Carmen. Downs. on Jan 23, 2008 17:37:54 GMT -5
Autumn's kisses poisoned Carmen like a disease. The contagious disease that swept everyone off their feet. You couldn't fight it and she damn well wasn't about to fight it. She slid her hands under Autumn's shirt and stopped right below her bra line. She gently tugged on Autumn's bottom lip after one meaningful kiss. Time seemed to stop as Carmen looked up into Autumn's eyes. Their bodies pressed together, Autumn on top of her, it was all amazing right then. The head was maddening in a way, but pleasant in another. Nothing could ruin this moment. Nothing; except a bothersome phone call..
Carmen didn't register what it was at first. Then she heard the song, "Right Side of the Bed" by Atreyu. It was none other than Andrew. He had broke her concentration before, and now he was doing it again. Did he have a tracking system on her or something? Every time she was with a guy, girl, or anyone meaningful for that matter he always seemed to call her. She thought about ignoring it, but then quickly opted against it. Last time she had done that she missed finding out about his mother dying. He had gotten really mad at her and for some reason it hurt her. His father was still alive. Maybe it was him this time. She mentally smacked herself for that thought. She shouldn't think that about anyone..
She kissed Autumn one more time and then reached for her phone in her pocket. Carmen put her finger over Autumn's lips while she opened her phone in a gesture to be quiet. Her breathing was a little uneven and her voice was a little quakey. Andrew would guess what she was doing without a doubt, but at the moment she didn't care. Trying to control her voice and breathing she said, "Hey Andrew." Carmen waited for the reply. "Hey Car, um, I know this is kind of sudden, but I am in Seattle.." Carmen's jaw dropped and she nearly screamed fucking bitch. "Oh, um, wow.. wasn't expecting that. What are you thinking, Andrew, dammit Andrew." Her tone could clearly be decided as annoyed. "You know what, hold on." She looked at Autumn and hit mute on her phone. "Guys ruin everything. My friend Andrew is in Seattle, and is most likely trying to bum a room off of me.. and food and whatever else his ass may want." She usually didn't curse that much, but at the moment it was all she wanted to say. She looked at Autumn with sorry eyes.
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