shotgun opera.

[seth matthews.]

i really miss your hair in my face.
and the way your innocence tastes.
and i think you should know this.
you deserve much better than me.

A small sigh was heaved as Seth fought back tears that stung at the back of his eyes, a quiet whimper given as he heard Aiden, his hands rising to cover his face as his palms rubbed his face quietly, a solitary tear slipping down the boy’s cheek as he bit down harshly on his bottom lip, the dull click of Seth’s lip ring clicking audibly as he shook his head again, not being able to find the words he needed to say. “You’re not weighing me down, Aiden, and you know it. You’re the only thing that I have to live for, I mean, honestly, do you think I’d try suicide if I hadn’t done anything wrong? I’m so scared that your going to get fed up with my shit and abandon me.” He whimpered softly and shook his head before taking the boy’s hand and placed Aiden’s fingers on his collarbone, flinching softly at the coolness of Aiden’s fingers against his surprisingly warm collarbone, running Aiden’s fingers of the small ridges of scar tissue that line the flesh and bone. “I’m sorry, but I just couldn’t stand the thought of making you miserable.” A soft smile was attempted before he pressed his lips to Aiden’s forehead tenderly. At the sudden light hearted mood that formed Seth couldn’t help but smile warmly as he pressed his nose against Aiden’s playfully. “Oh hushhh, you aren’t oldd, you kook.” Warm giggles bubbling from Seth’s throat as he absently twirled a lock of Aiden’s hair, grinning maddeningly as he heard Aiden. “Awee, the thought of adult diapers and wheel chairs doesn’t just make you want to be like ninety? Psh, what is wrong with you kidd!” Laughter erupting from Seth’s lips as he shook his head, his hair flailing wildly although he soon calmed down, still giggling randomly as he pulled Aiden’s lips to his own in a kiss. God, he’d forgotten how good it felt to kiss Aiden. A soft smile was given as he nuzzled against Aiden as he felt the boy’s arms tighten around his waist, a soft sigh ushered into the air as he placed a gentle kiss against Aiden’s cheek. “Mmm, like I ever want to get rid of you, your stuck with me baby.” Seth’s voice was mumbled softly against the chilled skin on Aiden’s neck, his lips absently trailing down the boy’s flesh before Seth nibbled lightly at Aiden’s skin temptingly, giggling softly as he pulled away to nibble at Aiden’s ear. Hmm, it looked like it still drove him mad. A smirk found it’s way to Seth’s lip’s at the small whine that slipped from Aiden, a small groan of his own emitted at his words, Seth’s eyes rolled in feigned exasperation, his lips sinking into Aiden’s own slowly. Pulling his lips from Aiden’s, a soft giggle was given as he shook his head lightly and grasped the boy’s lower lip between his teeth, tugging at his lip teasingly and giving a playful growl before releasing Aiden’s lip and tugging a few strands of the boy’s hair. “Your horrible dollface, but goddamn did I miss you.” He murmured against the boy’s lips softly, a soft gasp given as he felt Aiden’s finger prodding his side, a low squeal given as he squirmed slowly in the boy’s lap, a soft huff given although at the genuine look of surprise that crossed over Aiden’s Seth giggled softly before cupping the boy’s cheek softly, pulling Aiden’s lips against his own apologetically. Pulling away, a genuine look of apology was given as he kissed the tip of Aiden’s nose, giggling softly before tugging a few strands of Aiden’s hair tenderly. “Forgive me?” He murmured quietly, before nuzzling Aiden’s cheek softly, and bursting into laughter at Aiden’s statement, his head shaken as he continually giggled like a mad man. “Aiden! You are so fuckin mean! …I love youu.” A soft chuckle given as he shook his head lightly, although a small whine slipped from his lips as he felt Aiden’s finger poking at his side, giggling softly and capturing Aiden’s fingers in his own. He let his head rest against Aiden’s lightly as he glanced up at the sky, his mind drifting absently until he heard the soft click of metal against bone. Seth tipped his head softly as he heard Aiden speak, a smile sweeping across the boy’s face at Aiden’s expression and words, soft laughter emitted quietly. “Hmm, vodka and orange juice, huh? I think I have that back at my apartment, dearrr.” A teasing smile given as he shook his head and laughed, tugging the boy’s hair softly and giggling quietly.

A sudden warmth filled Seth as he felt Aiden’s arms encircling his shoulders, warm laughter slipping from his lips as he caught sight of the boy’s pout, a soft kiss pressed to the corner of the other boy’s lips. “Awee, honey, I’m sorryyy.” His own pout etched onto his lips before bursting into mad fits of laughter at the relentless poking to his side, a soft squeal slipping from his lips. Oh, Aiden was good. A soft frown was given as he furrowed his eyebrows under the chestnut fringe as he listened to Aiden curiously. Who the hell was Michael? A small face was made as he wrapped his arms around Aiden’s neck quietly, absently nuzzling the boy’s neck before allowing his lips to graze across Aiden’s neck affectionately, a soft giggle given as he pulled his lips away from Aiden’s neck, his face scrunched up playfully before allowing his lips to press against the tip of Aiden’s nose tenderly. “Seriously now baby, do you honestly think I’d let you sleep outside because of this Michael kid? We’d have amazing slumber parties and stay in bed all day because I’m a lazy bum and I enjoy sleeping in until two or three, and what could be better than spending the day cooped up in an apartment doing nothing but cuddling with the most amazing boy everr?” A soft chuckle given as he pressed the tip of his nose to Aiden’s affectionately, before pulling away and tugging the hood of his jacket up over his head absently. A small smile laced across Seth’s lips as he glanced up at Aiden, a light giggle escaping his lips before he pushed the mop of chestnut fringe to the side, a broad smile given at the cute way in which Aiden used his name, his head shaken lightly as he stepped back up to the boy, Seth’s finger’s looped through the boy’s belt loops as he absently tugged at the denim slivers, a soft face made as he glanced up at Aiden quietly. “Ahaha, riiight. Aide, I deserved everything I got, I mean, it was my fault after all… Well, I guess I’ll tell you, because I know you’re not going to make me tell you.” A playful grin given as he shook his head before he took Aiden’s hand, allowing his fingers lace with the other boy’s quietly and leading him to one of nearby benches and sitting down on the nearly freezing wood, his body nuzzled against Aiden’s side. “It pretty much started when you left Mansonville, that pretty much sent me into a suicidal depression, I guess. I never left my shitty apartment, aside from running downtown to the grocery store to pick up more beer. That and cookies. I kind of felt like a kid who just broke up with their boyfriend, and really had no reason to live. Which, I mean, is pretty much true, because to me it was pretty much like you broke up with me without even saying good-bye. But I deserved it, I just knew that it was all my fault that I was finally the one who drove you away and I couldn’t stand it. I never realized how much I could actually hate myself until you disappeared, to me it felt like all the times I ran away from people I loved were finally catching back up to me. I moped around Mansonville for a month or so until I finally couldn’t take it anymore. That was when I first attempted suicide. I looked myself in my bathroom and tried to slit my wrists, but that really didn’t do any good so I tried to OD on painkillers and anti-depressants, but Old Lady Catherine got worried about me and found the bathroom door locked and called the police. They took me to hospital; it was hell. After that I moved back to Colorado, I thought I could just show up and make a new life. And I tried like hell to do just that. Life went pretty smoothly after that, I tried to slit my wrists a few more times, although I starting to get over the pain of losing you, I had given Catherine my number and told her that if she ever saw you again, to tell you that I tried to move on and to give you my number, that I still loved you like I did when you were still around. And then, I met Josh. I don’t exactly remember how it happened, we might have met at the bar, or it might have been at the club, but I thought he was the perfect replacement for you. You guys didn’t share a thing in common looks wise, and that was just what I needed. At first he was the sweetest boy I could ask for, he taped cute little notes on my apartment door and slid mixed cds under the door. I thought I’d found the perfect boy. A few months later I decided to move in with him, he had a pretty nice sized condo, so much better than I could have ever wanted my apartment to be. The first couple of weeks went by without a glitch, although he had started to grow a shortage in patience with me, and it started to look like I was fucking everything up. I remember the night all this shit happened to me, I knew Josh hated for me to have other boy’s at his house when he didn’t know them, but Wil had stopped into Breckinridge for the night and wanted to hang out, talk about all the shit we’d both been going through. He was just leaving when Josh came home, of course I went out into the hall to wish Wil a proper goodbye. I think I kissed him. But it wasn’t the intimate kind of kiss that should have made Josh jealous, it was just a small kiss on the lips, that’s just how Will and me are, ya know? We’re just best friends for life, we know everything about each other, hell, I think Wil might even know more about my own life than I do. As soon as I saw Josh I knew it had pissed him off. He stormed into the condo, he was screaming and cursing at me. I… I was scared, but I stood up to him anyways, it wasn’t Wil’s fault! I should have known not to kiss him, not with the way Josh had been acting lately. I don’t.. I don’t even remember what I said to him, it was something stupid. He…he pushed me against the wall, he told me I was a worthless piece of shit… That I should’ve been grateful that he even gave me the time of day. I was so fucking scared. He punched me, and in the face, I thought I was going to die, that much I can remember, but after that it just gets all blurry and I can’t remember anymore…The next thing I know I’m getting thrown out onto the sidewalk, it was cold… I remember trying to find a cab and rambling off my Aunt Pam’s address. I remember knocking on her door, the frantic way she kept calling my name and snapping her fingers to keep my attention, then all I remember is the fluorescent white of the emergency room. I was pretty banged up, a broken rib and multiple bruises, cuts, the whole nine yards.” Seth shivered slightly and gave a soft sigh, his face buried into the boy’s shoulder awkwardly, his head shaken against Aiden’s arm. “I had to get away, go somewhere I didn’t know a soul, and that was Seattle.” A soft shrug was given as he pulled away and chewed half-mindedly at his lower lip, standing and pulling the small black jacket closer around his form, gazing up absently at the impregnated clouds, his attention slowly drifting. Why did I just spill all of that to him? I don’t want him to be worried. I’m fine. Aren’t I? There’s nothing wrong with me. Is there? At the first nudge of Aiden’s elbow into his side, Seth snapped out of his daze, glancing over to see Aiden standing beside him, at the second nudge he giggled softly and shook his head, making a face gently as he poked the boy’s cheek with a cold numbed finger. “Yeah, I tend to go there a lot. It’s so much better than the real world.”

Suddenly Seth was wrapped around Aiden, his fingers tangling in magenta and pitch filaments, as his lips searched for Aiden’s own. His tongue slowly prodded along the crease of the boy’s lips, begging to find a way into Aiden’s mouth, soft licks placed to the boy’s upper lip slowly and heatedly. His tongue slowly slipped into Aiden’s mouth, becoming reacquainted with the delicate curves of his mouth, the boy’s tongue rolling over Aiden’s slowly before nipping softly at the boy’s tongue, his hands had trailed over Aiden’s sides and down to his hips although now they lightly cupped Aiden’s face. Pulling away Seth flashed a somewhat bashful and ashamed smile to Aiden, his gaze adverted to the mulch underfoot before clearing his throat quietly and chewing at his lower lip absently, trying to find a way to explain the sudden, rather intimate, kiss although Seth wasn’t even sure himself what had come over him. “I uh…Uhm, well…I’m sorry? …I guess?” A soft frown was given as he glanced up at Aiden shyly, unable to meet the boy’s gaze as he shrugged lightly. “I really don’t know what that was all about…” He murmured quietly, slowly allowing his arms to curl about the boy’s waist as he placed a tender kiss to Aiden’s lips, his face nuzzled into the boy’s neck. After a few moments he pulled away and glanced up to Aiden bashfully, a soft flush of color brushed over his cheeks as he pulled away from Aiden and grasped the boy’s hand with a playful smile, his fingers locking with Aiden’s own. “How about we just walk around together like the losers we aree. If you see somewhere you want to go, then we’ll go. I mean, there’s not much I know to do and I’m sure you don’t want to go back to my shitty apartment with me, so the offer for Starbucks and maybe catching a movie at the mall still stands.” Seth pulled a face playfully before giggling and nuzzling closer to Aiden’s side, a soft whine given as the biting wind continued to whip about the pair, soft giggles continuing to bubble from his throat as he placed a small kiss to Aiden’s cheek and tugged at his hand, stepping over the cement curbing that lined the mulch. Glancing up, Seth allowed his hazel gaze to meet with Aiden’s, a warm smile spreading across his lips as he shook his head lightly. “So where to, babe?”


[ooc; i'm SOOO sorry this took forever. but we started back with school and my laptop went down and i got sick and blah blah blah. plus, it sucks, so i'm like double sorry.]

[aiden jacobs.]

i’ve made a commitment,
i’m willing to bleed for you.
i needed fulfillment,
i found what i need in you.

Blinking multiple times as he spoke, Aiden kept his gaze on the mulch covered ground, although, when he was finished speaking, he looked up at Seth as he gave a whimper and bit his lip hard. He watched the tear roll down his cheek and the oh to familiar warmth heated his eyes as the other boy fumbled for words, listening closely to his words and licking his lips as he sniffed lightly. “Yeah, I am, Seth.” He said softly, shaking his head lightly as he looked down at the ground and sighing shakily. “If you want to know the truth, I’m actually surprised that you haven’t gotten fed up with me yet.. I’m not the best person to be close to.” Aiden added, thinking for a moment and shivering a bit as he remembered the times he’d stolen things he hadn’t even needed. That was his mother’s doing, yeah, but he still could’ve stopped. All those times he’d said that he didn’t feel that rush, that pure adrenaline, were lies—he did feel it, and, even now, he wanted too; he really did. But he had a track record in most states, and this was his chance to start over. Those chances didn’t come as often as most people would’ve liked to think, and Aiden knew that very well. He was surprised that Brendin had even remained friends with him. And to just give him money like that? It took a lot of trust. And it was a good thing that Aiden didn’t believe in stealing from people—just from grocery stores and the like—because if he had.. Well, he didn’t want to think about it. He had a lot of respect for Brendin—he always had, to be truthful, and the other boy had hope for him, which was more than what anyone had ever done for him. Except for Seth, now, and back in Mansonville. But to Aiden, those were two completely different stories—he wasn’t sure why, but they just were; the two boys didn’t exactly have anything in common. Well, that they knew about, anyway, I mean honestly, they didn’t even know each other. Aiden was just glad that he had the both of them. He jumped slightly as his hand was plucked from his lap and placed on the other boy’s collarbone, barely resisting grabbing his palm away as his fingertips ran over ridged scars across Seth’s warm skin and giving another shaky sigh. Absently, his free hand raised from his lap and slipped beneath the black folds of his Children of Bodom tee shirt to feel at his own collarbone, his face turned towards the ground as he felt the similarities—bumpy scars riddling flesh and bone. His own skin was cool to the touch, and he shivered slightly as he tried to bring his gaze back up to look at Seth when he spoke. “But you didn’t.” Aiden responded in a light voice, his face emotionless although so many things ran through his mind. The altogether mood turned around completely as Seth pressed his nose against his, at which point Aiden began to giggle both madly and absently—the gesture was adorable and Aiden couldn’t help it. “You just said that I was! You are so mean to me, dollface.” He pouted jokingly, smiling as the other boy continued to play with a few strands of his hair. He would probably dye it soon—yeah, he was getting tired of pink, sad to say. “No it doesn’t! It makes me wanna cry!” Aiden said, pulling a face and laughing a bit as he shook his head. What the fuck, why would he want to be ninety?! He didn’t even want to be twentytwo, I mean, come on. He grinned lightly as his chin was tugged toward the other boy’s, biting lightly at Seth’s lower lip before just kissing him back, a pleasant state of mind keeping him.. well, basically, stable. And calm. A whole bunch of things, really. He felt the other boy trying to get closer as he hugged the boy’s waist once more, giggling softly at the kiss placed to his cheek and lightly poking his side lightly. Okay, so, it might’ve been uncalled for, but it was funny to watch the other boy flip out from being poked. Plus, it was cute when he flipped out. “Eeee, yay.” Aiden said, laughing a bit and shaking his head as he felt the boy’s bitingly cool lips against his own equally cold skin, although he gave a small yelp as his skin was bitten at. Caught off guard, much? Heheha. Though, as his ear was continually nibbled at, he barely resisted flipping out, giggling madly and poking the other boy nearly relentlessly. Well, poking didn’t have the same affect as what happened when someone bit his earlobes, but hell, it still got him to stop. For a moment, ahaha. Aiden gave another low whine as the other boy just barely continued to trace his lips with his own, giving a small smile as he, finally, let their lips actually touch, though he pulled his chin back merely seconds later. Aiden could be a bitch too, ya know. :] He laughed madly as his lower lip was tugged at in playful viciousness, pretending to shriek at the growl Seth gave and shaking his head as he continued to laugh, even after Seth had started tugging at his hair. He didn’t know what he found so funny, but meh, he didn’t care. “Me? Horrible?! No way! …At least you missed me. ‘Cos I missed you too.” He said, pouting jokingly at first and giggling as he finished speaking, poking at the other boy’s waist once more. He laughed at the way Seth responded to it, biting his lip as he tried to stop laughing and not able to do so. Why he was laughing so much he wasn’t really sure, although as his nose was poked, he stopped laughing nearly abruptly and began to rub at his nose as if he was a puppy who’d just been hit on the nose with a newspaper. He even had the pitiful, sad puppy eyes and everything, although he knew that it’d just been meant to grab his attention. But oh well, it was okay. “For whatt?” He said, laughing lightly as he continued to rub at his nose. Well, he hadn’t been poked on the nose before! It’d felt kind of weird. Now he kind of regretted poking Liisi on the nose when she was being his little heating blanket and either clawed him or moved too much. “Me?! Mean?! Neverr. Well, sometimes. But—wait, what did I even do?! No fairr I don’t even know what I did! I love you tooo.” Aiden said with a pout as he was accused of being mean, thinking back for a moment and coming up with nothing. Was it that statement about the name Josh? Possibly. Oh well, he couldn’t help it. He laughed a bit and resumed poking Seth lightly with his other hand as his fingers were grabbed, although he stopped and giggled absently as Seth spoke. “Hmm. Yummy. I think Brendin drugged mine or something whenever he made them, because the next morning I just wake up with just a vague remembrance.. of, well, the entire week.” He said, giggling a bit and shaking his head absently.

Aiden gave a small, playful huff, rolling his eyes and shaking his head as he heard Seth’s words. “Pfft, yeah, rightt.” He said with faux exasperation, not being able to hold back a giggle as the other boy squealed at the pokes to his abdomen and sticking his tongue out at him lightly as he gave a sort of frown. What was that about? The thoughts about it dropped as Seth wrapped his arms about his neck, giving a light yelp as the boy’s cool skin touched his own. He didn’t really see what his problem was, I mean, he was cold all over—but Aiden was kind of weird about that, so it was okay. I guess. Oh well. He giggled absently at the kiss to his nose, barely resisting licking the other boy’s cheek as he heard the words fall from his lips, his head tipping to the side cutely in curiosity. So it was the whole Michael thing Seth had pulled a face about. Well, Aiden didn’t blame him—the boy was a douchebag, straight up. “Hmm. Well, you mightt.. Eeee no I’m joking! I know you wouldn’ttt. He’s come close to making me sleep outside like four times now. He’s horrible. Pfft, nothing, duh. Except you’re the most amazing boy, you dumbo.” Aiden said, giggling madly and shaking his head as Seth moved to pull his hood up. He glanced up himself, to see if his hood still remained where he’d positioned it earlier—of course it wasn’t, but he was too lazy to actually fix it; so he just left it. It didn’t really matter much to him—though his hair was being ruffled and messed up because of the wind, and he didn’t like that—but it was okay, he’d live with it. I mean, there was an invention called a brush, get real. His thoughts diminished once more as he felt himself lightly being tugged forward by his belt loops, kind of glad that the other boy had roused him from his fruitless reverie because, if he hadn’t, Aiden probably wouldn’t have caught his words; and that would’ve been kind of bad, wouldn’t it? Yeah. Just a little bit. “I do not hardly think so.. I don’t think anyone but douchebags and assholes deserve that kind of bruise, and you’re far from either of those. You know that I can’t make you, Seth, so if you don’t feel like telling me, then don’t..” He said softly, biting his lip as he gazed at the other boy thoughtfully. As he was tugged toward a nearby bench, he lightly squeezed Seth’s hand, giving a light ‘eee!’ as he placed himself beside the other boy on the chilled wood, a shiver coursing through his thin frame as he drew his knees up to his chest. Fuck that was cold! When Seth began to speak, Aiden let his gaze rest on his knees, the quite faded cartoon skull with vampire’s fangs making him wish he’d worn another pair of jeans. Not because the jeans were torn up nearly to hell and back, but because they were a bit too tight, as well as the fact that they had the tendency of ripping in random places at even more random times. He listened closely as Seth spoke, lightly tracing designs on the back of the other boy’s hand with his fingertips as they sat, secluded, on the bench, a soft frown decorating his lips as he just sat and listened. Normally it would’ve been hard for him to do that, since, let’s face it, Aiden dearest was probably the most ADHD person on the face of the earth, but he was actually quite calm at the moment, and that was neither normal, nor unusual. He shuddered disgustedly as he heard the name Josh again—which only gave him another reason to hate the name even more now as he just continued to listen, not speaking a word. Aiden wasn’t the type of person to interrupt someone, unless it was desperately necessary. Like, let’s just say, he was going to die. Or the other person was demeaning themselves. He hated when people did that—that was one of the only times he actually interrupted without a thought. He bit at his lower lip in near anxiousness, shifting uncomfortably on the bench before drawing his knees even tighter to his chest and glancing over at Seth as he buried his face into his shoulder. “Fuck, kid.. I’m sorry.. And I was right; you didn’t deserve a bruise like that, or whatever else he did.. That kid getting pissed because you kissed your best friend on the lips? Hell, Brendin does that to me, and he’s straighter than a straight line. Flipping out that badly over something as small as that? What the fuck, he’s got some serious problems.” Aiden said softly, shaking his head and licking his lips lightly. That was about goddamned stupid. Beating the fuck out of someone for kissing their best friend? When it wasn’t even a real kiss at that? Pfft, someone had jealousy issues. Aiden wasn’t that type. He hadn’t actually ever been jealous—faking it didn’t count, seriously—because he’d never really had anything to be jealous about. Dumbass boyfriends who wanted nothing more than to get into his jeans? That wasn’t something to be jealous about.. That was something you’d sleep on the couch about. But then, Aiden did sleep on Michael’s couch, but that’s very off subject, and Aiden sincerely hoped that Michael did not want down his jeans. He would’ve been denied access in so many different ways it wouldn’t have even been funny for his Mexican ass. Moving on. Aiden looked at Seth curiously, nibbling absently at the inside of his lower lip as he allowed himself to stand, as well. He jumped slightly as he felt the poke to his cheek and forced a smile, pulling his hoodie closer before stuffing his hands into his jeans pockets. “Is it? Hmm.” He said jokingly, shivering as he pulled a hand from his pocket to push the hair out of his line of vision. A nervous habit.

At the sudden—and unexpected—kiss to his lips, Aiden blinked, giggling quietly to himself for no known reason. What the fuck am I laughing at? I’m such a retarded asshole, he thought, the mental reprimands returning. Well, that was fun; always kept him thoughtful. Not. As the other boy’s tongue poked at the corners of his lips Aiden opened his mouth after a second, lightly biting at Seth’s tongue before abandoning the effort as his mouth was searched. It was actually a kind of foreign feeling now, but he adapted to it quickly, blushing as he found himself trying to move closer to the other boy as his hands momentarily grazed his sides and hips—although, as habit, he flinched slightly. Dammit, that was really getting old. He couldn’t help but shiver as he felt Seth’s cool hands on his face, gooseflesh rising under his clothes because of it—well, he was freezing and so were Seth’s hands! …At least, that’s what Aiden was going to blame it on. And that was half of the reason, so it wouldn’t have been a lie. As the other boy pulled away, Aiden looked at the grund, blinking a bit before shaking his head and looking up as he brushed his hair out of his eyes again, his face still flushed a faint pink. He smiled a bit as he heard the fumbling words, giving an absent giggle as he shrugged and tipped his head to the side curiously. “For what? It was actually pretty great.” He said with a light smile, glancing at the ground for a moment as he tried to brush his nagging thoughts away. At the frown he gave, Aiden leaned forward and placed a small kiss on the other boy’s lips, absently nudging him with his hip. “Well.. It’s not like it was horribly grotesque.. Was it?” He asked jokingly, although a part of him wondered if the other boy thought of it that way. He bit his lip, once again lost in his thoughts as he let himself hug the other boy back. What the fuck was with him all of a sudden? He didn’t want to think—especially not about what was running through his mind—but he was, and when he tried to push the thoughts away? They just came back. He could barely stand it, although it wasn’t like he could flip out on himself right about now—Michael considered that his job, and plus, he didn’t want to cause Seth any worry. Or anything else like that. Aiden shook his head lightly and finally rejoined the living as he felt Seth’s face being lifted from his shoulder, smiling at the blush that covered the other boy’s cheekbones and lightly squeezing the other boy’s hand as their fingers laced together. “Sounds good to mee. I mean, I’ve pretty much been cooped up in Michael’s apartment so.. wherever you want to go is fine with me. Oh please, your apartment probably isn’t half as bad as Michael’s.. That douchebag couldn’t clean himself out of a cardboard box, and that’s being nice about it.” Aiden said lightly, shrugging and giving a soft smile. He really couldn’t have cared less about where they went, because honestly, it was just another place to be kicked out of. Ahaha, in all seriousness. And plus, he was with Seth, so what did the question of where to go matter, to Aiden, at least? He bit his lip lightly, a minor and unexpected downhearted disposition altering his mood. He kept it back though—he would’ve been a brilliant actor, but hey, he wasn’t much for movies, or the actors in them—and allowed himself to be pulled across the grounds, laughing a bit to himself and flicking his hair out of his eyes as he shrugged at Seth’s question. “Like I said, up to you sexyface.” Aiden gave a half smile and stuffed his free hand into his jeans pocket, giving an absent shiver as he upped his stride to catch up with Seth and squeezing his hand again lightly. Why was he consumed by so many thoughts that didn’t even matter?


[ ooc. mmkay. so. finally finished. and pretty damn sucky. i'm in a weird mood right now so if it's hard to understand, that's why. :[ i sorry. i'll edit it later tomorrow if you want me too, ahaha. and sorry it took so goddamned long for such an awkward reply. ahaha. ]

[seth matthews.]

And you can't deny,
That I'll be the one mistake
You'll carry forever.
And you can't pretend now,
That you thought I'd forget.
To notice you were gone,
But the truth is...

“Aiden, knock it off.” He snapped softly, looking up to lock his gaze with the other boy steadily, tears welled in the rims of his eyes. A shaky inhale given as he shook his head, his palms covering his face wordlessly, he didn’t deserve Aiden and he sure the hell didn’t deserve to make Aiden feel like he was the cause of all Seth’s problem, that, my friends, was Seth’s job. “You just don’t get it. I don’t care about your flaws, everybody has flaws, it’s inevitable.” He whimpered softly as he glanced pleadingly up at Aiden, “I just don’t think you understand what I keep trying to tell you. I fucking love you, sure you’re probably think ‘Oh, he’s just saying that because he can,’ but I’m not! Everybody keeps telling me that I’m too naïve to be in love, but this isn’t love, I sure the hell don’t wanna find out what it is, because you don’t know how much it hurts when you put yourself down and say that everything’s all your fault.” Seth pleaded softly, a soft exhale given, knowing damn well that Aiden wouldn’t listen. He chewed softly at his lower lip, remembering how upbeat and playful Aiden had been back in Mansonville, it just wasn’t the same. Inhaling slowly, Seth looked away, pretending to be much interested in the rustling leaves that skittered across the ground before stealthily listing his hand upwards and swiping at the various tears the slipped past the rims of his eyes. His mouth opened slightly as if to voice the question that sat on the tip of his tongue, almost blurting out the question of asking Aiden if he thought things would go back to the way they had been, but somehow Seth knew they wouldn’t. It felt like it was all his doing and so he rested his forehead against Aiden’s shoulder and let himself sob silently. If only he wouldn’t have been so demanding of Aiden, maybe he wouldn’t have fled from Mansonville, maybe they would still be the same playful, affectionate couple they had been, maybe Seth wouldn’t be sitting here blaming himself for destroying Aiden’s life. But maybe this was supposed to happen.

Seth stole a glance towards Aiden, knowing the boy had dazed off, and so he took this time to compose himself and pull himself back together, his hand rose and the tears swiped away with the cuff of his jacket sleeve. He knew that it would take one quick glance to notice the smudged and lightened eyeliner and to know that something was wrong. But instead he forced a small smile and plucked Aiden’s hand from his lap, his free hand pulling at the collar of his tee shirt to allow Aiden’s chilled fingers to sweep the recently scarred collar bone, a soft sigh heaved as he shook his head and glanced down at Aiden. “I wish I could say you were right, but I did.” He murmured absently before leaning forward to press a gentle kiss to Aiden’s forehead.

Aiden’s giggles were too fucking adorable, they just made Seth want to burst out into his own fit of laughter although he refrained from doing so, instead he pressed his lips against Aiden’s nose tenderly. “Aha, yeahhh, about that baby. You’re only like… a year older than meeee. Well, not even a full year, because you were born, uhm, when, October thirty-first?” He giggled softly before shaking his head, absently twirling a strand of the boy’s hair about his index finger, his attention captured in the twirling magenta, a absent smile given. He snapped out of the daze as he heard Aiden talking, beginning to giggle again as he heard the other boy’s words, a pout given as he nuzzled his nose against Aiden’s cheek, his lips moving delicately across Aiden’s cheek. “Well, at least we can be old, diaper sporting, wheel chair using ninety year olds together!” Warm giggles slipping from his lips as he playfully pressed his nose against Aiden’s own before allowing his fingers to grasp swatches of the boy’s Children of Bodom tee, pulling Aiden’s lips against his own tenderly, playfully nibbling at Aiden’s upper lip before finally settling into the boy’s lips slowly. As he pulled away, a soft smile fell against Seth’s lips, giggling softly as he felt Aiden’s arms hugging his waist and kissing Aiden’s cheek lightly. “Yay?” Raising a brow in brief question, much expecting a sarcastic answer instead of the seemingly happy response, a small grin given as he pressed his lips against Aiden’s gently. A soft squeal was given before he whined softly at the soft pokes to his waist, his body squirming in Aiden’s lap while beginning to giggle wildly. At the low whine Aiden gave as Seth just barely grazed his lips over the boy’s, Seth smiled devilishly before sinking his lips into Aiden’s. A soft whimper was given as Aiden pulled his lips away only seconds after Seth sunk into the kiss, a low whine given as he pouted gently. “Not fair.”

Seth began to giggle madly at the feigned shriek that Aiden gave, biting his lower lip in an attempts to quiet the laughter, although it did absolutely no good. “Horrible? Yes wayyy, you’re the one who wouldn’t kiss me.” A soft pout forged across his lips before allowing his hands to slip behind Aiden’s neck, his fingers locking together as he pulled Aiden’s lips to his own quietly, sucking at Aiden’s lower lip tenderly before pulling away and giving a shy smile. “And of course I missed you. Why wouldn’t I? You were my fucking boyfriend when you ran away, ya know.” He purred teasingly before squealing and nearly tumbling from Aiden’s lap before huffing slightly and sending a faux glare towards Aiden as he crossed his arms over his chest and giggling madly, and flicking the boy’s nose gently. At Aiden’s wounded puppy look Seth pouted, the look half feigned and half serious, his arms winding about Aiden’s neck as he nuzzled his face against Aiden’s neck softly. “For flicking youu. You made me feel bad.” He whined softly before giggling kissing Aiden’s cheek softly, his forehead resting against Aiden’s own. A soft grin was given as Seth continued to giggle softly, his hands absently trailing down Aiden’s side before glancing down at Aiden to catch his gaze, a soft smile given. “Yes youu. And because you said josh was an ugly name. Hell, I dated the boy for like two months, leave me aloneee. Oh, yay, I’m loved by the most amazingest kid everr!” Seth continued to giggle wildly as Aiden’s fingers continually prodded his waist, a soft squeal given as he snatched Aiden’s fingers in his hand, only to feel the boy’s other hand go to work at his side. “Mmmm, alcohol sounds yummy at the moment, doll. Shame on you for mentioning vodkaa.” Absent giggles still slipping from his lips as he shook his head wildly and chewed softly at his lower lip. “Ahaha, I think I might want to meet Brendin, he sounds fun.” A devious smile given before giggling and pressing his lips to Aiden’s playfully.

A face was made playfully as he listened to Aiden before pouting softly and giving a light huff. Seriously now, did Aiden really think Seth would let him sleep out in the cold because of a douchebag of a roommate? He giggled quietly at Aiden, rolling his eyes in playful exasperation before wrapping his arms about the boy’s waist and pressing a small kiss to his lips. “Lovely, I wouldn’t dare. Aide, then why do you put up with his shit if he’s so horrible? Kick his ass to the curb or stay with me, otherwise I’m going to tweak out and check my doorstep every night worried I’m going to find you asleep, you dork.” A soft whine given as he nuzzled the boy’s cheek gently. “How dare you! I am so not a dumbo. Plus you‘re the amazingest one anywaysss!” A small grin given as he giggled lightly, okay so maybe he was just a tad bit of a dumbo, but still! As he moved to pull his hood back up onto his head he giggled lightly at Aiden, making a face teasingly before reaching out to pull Aiden’s hood back up on the boy’s head, eh, it couldn’t hurt to be nice once in a while, right? Seth knew Aiden had been zoned out, and he smiled softly kissing the boy’s forehead softly as he tugged at Aiden’s belt loops, the freezing cold of the boy’s pyramid studded belt biting freezingly at Seth’s already chilled fingers. An exasperated sigh was given as he heard Aiden, pulling a cute face momentarily before rolling his eyes playfully. “I honestly don’t see how you can believe that I didn’t deserve this… Well, other than the fact that you don’t exactly know how it happened at all. Aiden, you know good and well you can too make me. All you have to do is ask.”

After spilling his story to Aiden Seth frowned briefly, chewing softly at his bottom lip as he heard Aiden speaking. “There’s nothing you can do about it now, I mean, that was my mistake and my fault for letting it happen. Actually Aide baby, it kind of is my fault. I should have known better… I just don’t know. Yeah I know, it was stupid, but I knew better. Josh was always kind of jealous that I was going to find someone else. I guess that’s because every time I got drunk I didn’t feel like being with him I’d just mope around bitching about how I fucked your life up. That had always pissed him off, needless to say I slept on the couch a lot because I picked alcohol over Josh a lot… Fuck, I’m a horrible boyfriend, aren’t I?” Maybe he’d deserved more than he’d got from Josh, I mean, what kind of boyfriend would rather get drunk than sleep with his boyfriend? A soft sigh was given as he shook his head quietly, nibbling gently at his lower lip, sighing roughly and shaking his head s he glanced over at Aiden absently. “Heyy, you’re wearing those jeans.” He giggled and placed his hand on the boy’s thigh, giggling softly as he allowed his index finger to trace over the skull’s inked outline, his body nuzzled against Aiden’s side as he pulled Aiden’s lips to his own briefly. After standing he giggled and took Aiden’s hand in his own absently before allowing his arms to slip around Aiden’s waist, pressing his nose to Aiden’s softly. “Mmhmm. Well it was until you showed back up in my life. Now it kind of sucks to go there because then I don’t get to make -out with you randomly.”

As he pulled Aiden into the kiss, he tugged at the boy’s belt loops once more to pull Aiden’s lower body closer playfully, his hands grazing down the boy’s sides before falling against Aiden’s hips, his nails scratching gently at Aiden’s hips tenderly. Seth’s tongue drug across the roof of Aiden’s mouth slowly, swatches of the boy’s black tee curled into his fingers as he attempted to tug Aiden closer, biting softly at Aiden’s upper lip. Pulling away he giggled softly and bit nervously at his bottom lip and attempting to come up with a reason for the sudden kiss, a faint brush of rose still lingering over his cheekbones. “I..Uhm…Really? Uh, wow. I figured you’d be like ‘What the fuck was that?’ Iono, I guess I’m just not used to you yet. Josh hated that kind of shit. He liked to ‘be prepared’. I kinda miss the spontaneousness of being with you.” A soft shrug given as he frowned softly at the boy’s words, pulling Aiden into yet another deep kiss, pulling away several long moments later, his face slightly flushed. “No, baby, that was so not grotesque. It was actually pretty yummy.” A faint giggle given as he wrapped himself around Aiden affectionately, his face nuzzled into Aiden’s neck quietly before allowing his head to tip upwards slightly, his lips gently grazing Aiden’s earlobe tauntingly. “Nothing about you is horrible or grotesque in any way shape or form.” He purred softly, his breath falling warmly against Aiden’s ear, a soft giggle given as he pulled back slightly, grinning lightly at the other boy.

“Sweetie, I don’t care where we go either, as long as I’m with you. Psh, you are so not going back to that douchebag’s apartment tonight, you can stay with meee, well, that is if you want to and don’t mind unpacked boxes everywhere.” Seth began to giggle madly at Aiden’s last statement about his roommate, his head shaken wildly before absently nuzzling his nose against Aiden’s. Fuck, why did it have to be so cold? A soft shiver racked Seth’s body, his arms slung low around Aiden’s hips as he pressed his lips warmly against Aiden’s, allowing his tongue to graze over the boy’s upper lip playfully. God, it had been so long since he and Aiden could simply kiss whenever they pleased, although Seth was almost positive that Aiden no longer enjoyed the randomly displayed acts of affections like he used to. But that had been in the past, and it had been a rather long time since the pair had seen each other, much less kiss each other, not mention the boys had been dating in Mansonville before the amazing hot ‘Houdini’ decided to give Seth the slip and split from the small Maine town. “Aideee, you are so not helping.” A light giggle given as he shook his head and giggled absently, chewing lightly at his lower lip, that ever sinking feeling beginning to form in the pit of his stomach. He knew he shouldn’t have cared about his own feelings at the moment, but in all honesty that feeling scared the shit out of him. But he couldn’t fall back into that mind state, not with Aiden here at least, if only it would hold off until he could go home and lock himself away until it resided. Lately, bouts of suicidal depression were becoming more and more frequent in the boy’s everyday life, the smallest things could trigger them. It seemed that if someone reacted just a tad off Seth blamed himself, silently accusing himself of fucking up once more, making himself wonder how he’d made it this far without doing away with himself. But he wouldn’t let on, not wanting to bother Aiden with his fickle emotions, his eyes squeezed closed briefly as he inhaled a quiet breath, pushing his emotions aside before giving a feeble smile to the other boy. Seth frowned lightly as he studied Aiden briefly before shaking his head lightly, attempting to shrug the feeling off. If something were wrong, Aiden would tell him, right? At the soft squeeze given to his hand, Seth smiled softly, returning the gesture lightly. Everything was fine, he was just overreacting again. Things like that always happened to Seth when he was around the few people he could say he actually loved, he always seemed to be more concerned about them then they were about themselves.



ooc; FINISHEDDD. but it isn't nearly what i was aiming for, but meh, it's okay right? if you need me to add something or edit it just let me knoww, kay?

[aiden jacobs.]

now the story’s played out like
this, just like a paperback
novel. let’s rewrite an
ending that fits, instead of a hollywood horror.

Biting his lip at the sharp scold sent his way, Aiden glanced at the mulch covered ground for a second before forcing himself to meet Seth’s gaze, his lower lip quivering just a bit as he saw tears in the other boy’s eyes. He didn’t want the other boy to cry over something he’d said, or done, but this scenario was no different from any of the others he’d been in over the span of his twentytwo years—he couldn’t help but blame himself, because, in his eyes, it was his fault. Sure, it was a bad habit, but Aiden didn’t see it that way—he thought that his bad habits were just minor things, like his OCD, or biting his lip when he was thoughtful or nervous, or pushing his hair from his eyes when he was utterly and completely nervous. He didn’t see that his unconscious need to make everything his fault—whether it was, or whether it wasn’t, truly—was a bad habit that he needed to drop, and quickly. Just by the tone of Seth’s voice, Aiden could tell he was nearly fed up with it. The thought of losing the other boy over something so uselessly stupid—or so Aiden thought—was quite unbearable. He bit his lip as he heard Seth speak, letting his words sink in for a moment before he even tried to fathom a reply. This was one of the hardest things he’d ever been through; except for maybe the whole getting over his separation anxiety thing—that had sucked pretty bad, but this was, without a doubt, ten times worse. No, fifteen. “Seth.. I kind of do know what it feels like, babe; you do the same thing.. B-but I’m sorry..” Aiden said softly, his eyes on the ground as he spoke although he looked at the boy when he finished, hoping that his words hadn’t pissed him off. That was all he needed. He looked down again and ran his hands across his face, letting his fingers tangle in the slightly faded magenta and ebony strands for a moment so that his skinny, scarred wrists could hide the two trails of tears falling from his eyes. Absently, he spoke once more in a muffled voice, the sound slightly hidden because of the grey sleeves of his Breaking Benjamin hoodie; “Verzeihen Sie mir?*” That surprised him. How had he even remembered that? Aiden blinked, the silent tears stopping as he sat with his elbows on his knees, his hands tangled in the silky strands of his hair and shielding his face from view as he tried to think of where that had come from. He was honestly surprised. Aiden took a deep breath of the frigid air, the tears that had slowed their pace picking up once again as Seth buried his face into his shoulder and sobbed. As if his stomach hadn’t been upset and full of knots before, this sent it basically into oblivion—this feeling was more than unsettling, it actually made him feel as if his stomach had been ripped to shreds because of the knots of stress and worry. He wrapped his arms around the other boy’s shoulders after slightly moving his slender body, one hand on the back of Seth’s neck as he lightly pressed his cheek to the boy’s ear, adding in a hushed tone, “I’m so sorry.” Oh, could this pain have gotten any worse? Aiden glanced at Seth after he’d forced himself out of his reverie by shaking his head, noticing that the boy’s eyeliner was drastically lightened and biting his lip hard as he felt the newly added scars to the boy’s neck. Why was he doing this to that poor boy? He sighed a bit as Seth spoke, shaking his head and speaking. “I’m beginning to think that you don’t understand.. If you would’ve ruined my life, why would I be sitting here with you now?” He pointed out softly as the kiss was pressed to his forehead, softly adding with a sigh, “You really didn’t, Seth.”

His giggles at the gesture had started to dwindle until Seth pressed his lips to his nose, closing his eyes and burying his face into the other boy’s collarbone momentarily as he listened to him speak. When he pulled his face away, his skin was flushed a faint red, and he continued to giggle as he pondered what Seth had said. “Well, actually, I’m a lot older than youu. We weren’t born in the same yearr. But yeah, October thirtyfirst, 19.. Hmm. 1985! Yeah, that’s it. I think..” Aiden chewed on his lip thoughtfully, shaking his head and giving up on trying to remember what year he was born as Seth twirled a few strands of his faded magenta coloured fringe. He shivered a bit as Seth’s lips just barely brushed over his cheek as he spoke, giggling madly at his words and trying to flip his hair out of his eyes, although it didn’t work as well as he’d intended. “You’d be wheelchair racing, I totally know you would be! I don’t wanna be ninetyyy!” Aiden said with a faux whine, giggling absently as Seth pressed their noses together once more before grasping his shirt between his fingers and kissing him. He bit lightly at Seth’s lips as he moved away, a soft smile turning his pierced lips upward. “Yess, yay.” He grinned as he saw Seth’s raised brow, rolling his eyes and leaning forward to kiss the boy’s cheek almost reassuringly as he poked at his waist almost absently. He gave another soft whine as the other boy smiled almost deviously, not being able to resist a giggle as he pulled his lips from Seth’s just seconds after he’d finally felt an actual kiss on his lips. “Pfft, totally fair, and you know it!” Aiden said with a small laugh, leaning forward to place an apologetic kiss on the boy’s lips as he heard another whine slip from his larynx.

“No wayy! You made me do it though! I mean you’re the one who like kept teasing mee.” Aiden said with a faux pout, not being able to help giggling as Seth put his hands on his neck and actually kissing him back this time, since, let’s face it, Aiden was a sucker for the other boy’s kisses. He couldn’t exactly help it. “Ermm. Because I ran away? I know I was.. But you know I didn’t mean to run away, it was those damn bl—” He cut himself off before he got frustrated, shaking his head and laughing a bit as Seth squealed and nearly fell from his lap. Whoops. He continued rubbing his nose, beginning to giggle after he’d gotten over the initial shock and looking at Seth as he pouted and buried his face into his neck. Pfft, Seth couldn’t tell that he was just being difficult? Even though he really hadn’t been flicked on the nose before, and it’d just came as a surprise. “Awhee, babe. I’m sorryy! You just caught me off guardd, it made me regret flicking Liisi when she scratched me.” Aiden said as he kissed the other boy’s cheek awkwardly, giggling and shaking his head as Seth rested his forehead on his own. He traced the other boy’s lips with his own before the other boy moved, squirming lightly as Seth rubbed his sides and giggling madly as he heard what the other boy said. “Butbutbut. Josh is an ugly namee! …In that case, I feel sorry for youu. Dating a boy with such an ugly name. Pfft, you’re the most amazing kid everr and you know it!” He said with a giggle, laughing madly as Seth squealed when he kept poking him and biting his lip as he tried to stop laughing. Pfft, as if that would’ve worked. “Yess, yes it does. But vodka is good! It’s the yummiest of most alcohols.” Aiden said, giggling a bit as he glanced down at the ground for a moment and tipping his head. Had he saw something? No, it must’ve just been a spider or something. Wait.. Spider?! Uh-oh. That was totally not good. “He iss. Except for the whole getting Aiden so drunk that he’ll agree to anything part of him. That’s fun for him, but not fun for me.” He said with a fake huff, biting lightly at Seth’s lips as they were pressed together momentarily.

Aiden tipped his head as he heard the other boy huff, a soft look of confusion covering his face before he heard him speak. He shook his head a bit and giggled softly, rolling his eyes a bit and scratching his cheek as Seth wrapped his arms around his waist. “I knoww. Well, he’s only horrible half the time. That half of the time being when he’s asleep, out of the apartment, or if I’m out of the apartment. Oh come on dollface, it’s his apartment, I’m the one who moved in with him because he asked me too. Well, Brendin made him let me live there, since Michael’s his cousin or something weird like that. Hehe, tweak. That’s a funny word. Seth. Chill. I’ve got other places to sleep than doorsteps, come on.” He said with a giggle, adding, “I am not a dork! It’s loser, babe, you know thatt! Pfft, you so are a dumbo. But a cute one who isn’t an elephant with huge ears. Am not!” Aiden giggled madly as he spoke, almost losing his breath. What! It’d been hilarious. He gave a little ‘eep!’ as the other boy reached up, covering his face with his hands with a giggle until he felt his hood covering his hair. Whoa, that was weird. He’d flipped out—barely—over that. Pfft, what a weirdo. Aiden snapped out of his daze at the kiss to his forehead, shaking his head clear of his thoughts as he was pulled forward lightly by his belt loops and biting his lip as Seth spoke again. He didn’t care if Seth thought that he deserved it—in his eyes, he didn’t, and that wasn’t just because he loved the other boy. “Well, either way, I still don’t think you deserved it.. No, I can’t make you.. Asking isn’t making you. That’s just asking you. It’s not like I’m going to tie you to a chair and torture you until you tell me. Which you might like a little too much, but it’s just an example.” Aiden said his last few sentences playfully, trying to brighten the downhearted mood.

Aiden sighed as he watched Seth closely, chewing on the inside of his lip as he sat beside him on the bench and listened to him speak. He sighed a bit, shaking his head. “I know there’s nothing I can do about it, but I can still be sorry.. No, it wasn’t you’re fault, you were doing what you always did—it was his fault for being a jealous little dickwad who wouldn’t have been able to tell a straight line from a circle. Well, I’d pick alcohol over a douchebag like that any day, so I really wouldn’t blame you. And no, you aren’t.” He said softly, shaking his head again and heaving a sigh. He didn’t realize that most of his bad habits—which he didn’t know were bad habits, as I’d said earlier—were things that he tried to keep other people from doing. Like saying that things were their fault when they weren’t, etc. He couldn’t stand when someone, close to him or not, did that, although he did the same thing unconsciously. Wow, he needed a reality check, didn’t he? Yeah, just a little. He shook his head lightly and glanced down at his jeans as Seth spoke, giving a light smile and giving a small ‘eek!’ as the other boy traced the fading skull. “Yeah, and they’re tight as hell.” he said, giggling absently and shaking his head lightly. Damn Brendin and his unrelenting ways of getting him to gain weight. As Seth buried himself closer to him and pulled his face toward his, Aiden gave a small smile, lightly licking at the other boy’s lips before pulling away and standing. He let go of Seth’s hand for a moment as he tried, in vain, to tug up his jeans, giving a soft whine that was actually a masked laugh before getting fed up and giggling as the other boy wrapped his arms around his waist and pressed their noses together again. Pfft, that was so adorable. “Pfft, what could be better than Sethland? Well, Brendinland probably, only his is full of.. Well, I’ll not go into that, it’s more of a straight guy land. Pfft, of course you do. You could be off in Sethland and still make-out with mee.” He said with a giggle, nuzzling Seth’s cheek lightly before pushing his hair out of his eyes again, his stomach starting to churn. What the hell, why was he getting so nervous?

Aiden giggled into Seth’s lips as his belt loops were tugged to make his hips draw closer to the other boy’s, lightly biting at Seth’s lower lip as he felt his hands graze down his sides and shivering a bit when he felt the other boy’s fingernails digging into the cool flesh of his hips. That was totally uncalled for, but hell, he didn’t care—it had actually felt pretty good. As the other boy’s tongue searched the roof of his mouth, Aiden furrowed his eyebrows absently, letting his tongue search the other boy’s mouth as well until the fingers gripping his shirt tried to pull him closer and the tongue receded to be replaced by teeth lightly grazing his upper lip. He licked the other boy’s lower lip near tauntingly—oops, ;]—his face flushed a light red as Seth moved, sucking in a breath before giving a light giggle and glancing at the ground. “Yeah, really.. Pfft, why would I do that? Well then, he’s dumber than I thought.” He said, laughing a bit and pushing his hair out of his eyes as he spoke again, although, when Seth pulled him into another deep kiss, his doubts partially diminished. Partially. “Aha, good, you had me worried for a minute.” Aiden said playfully, shaking his head again and giving a yelp as the other boy’s teeth barely tugged at his gaged earlobe, a giggle leaving his lips almost doubtfully. “Pfft, yeah, right, get with the program dear.” He said, rolling his eyes in a joking manner and shivering a bit as the boy’s warm breath rolled over his ear. Pfft, that was totally evil.

“Well, it doesn’t matter to me either, since I’m gonna be with youu. I kinda have too, because if he demolished my sketchbook, I’ll cry. It doesn’t matter to me, but waking up to that douchebag plopping his fatass down on you isn’t always very pleasant.” Aiden said with a shudder of disgust for Michael, although when Seth nuzzled his nose into his cheek he gave a soft awh and giggled a bit. Why was it that the other boy was so goddamn adorable?! It wasn’t fair in the least! Ahaha. As the other boy’s arms remained low about his hips, he wrapped his own arms around Seth’s shoulders, shivering a bit himself and giving a soft curse before he felt the other boy’s lips on his own. He gave a light giggle as the other boy’s tongue ran along his upper lip, pulling his lips from the other boy’s abruptly to bury his face in Seth’s neck and beginning to giggle like a madman. What the fuck?! Weird much?! Totally. He lightly bit at the other boy’s skin, acting much like a puppy playing tug of war although he made sure not to really hurt the other boy, since that wouldn’t have been very nice, right? He laughed a bit as Seth spoke, shaking his head lightly and forcing his hair out of his eyes. “I knoww. I sorryyy.” Aiden said with an absent giggle, rubbing at his face with one of his hands and absently pushing his hair out of his eyes. He fell quiet and bit his lip, tugging at the already tender flesh awkwardly with his teeth and almost yelping as one of the rings slanted to the side awkwardly. He raised his hand to his face again, letting his fingers touch his now throbbing lower lip to find a minuscule amount of blood. Well, way to go, huh? Aiden lightly licked his lips, giving an absent-minded shrug and glancing at Seth as he realized he was finally out of his daze. The thoughts remained, though—he couldn’t deny that, and they consumed his mind once again without pause. All of a sudden, he felt like crying, but he fought the feeling back and shook his head, glancing at Seth and leaning forward to press a kiss to his cheek. Aiden saw the other boy force himself out of his own daze and look him over, furrowing his eyebrows lightly and scratching his cheek as he squeezed the other boy’s hand. There was no need to make the other boy worry just because he thought he was going to black out. No, there was no need to worry. He’d be okay. If not, he’d make sure to tell Michael not to let him go anywhere and to keep checking on him. Aiden was sure that if he bribed him, Michael would do it. Hopefully. But that wasn’t his problem right now—Seth seemed to be.. spaced out a bit more than usual, and it worried him, although, when the other boy squeezed his hand back and smiled, a bit of relief washed over him. He forced another half smile, nudging the other boy with his hip and giving an absent giggle.


[ ooc. * Verzeihen Sie mir? = German for do you forgive me. i think. i hope. the translator could've been wrong. >.> -shoots it- pfft. yeah. x3 ]

[seth matthews.]

The sun is breaking in your eyes,
To start a new day.
This broken heart can still survive,
With a touch of your grace.
Shadows fade into the light.
I am by your side,
Where love will find you.

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coming soooooon.